I Trust Him More Than You Too :D

May 15, 2010

sorry..i trust him more than you!

by alia sharuddin

in a relationship,we must trust our partner...right??? =)
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ermmm xtau r nk cite camne....about a gurl yg penah suke abis kt azwan..


she said,die penah couple ngn azwan...azwan said,NO


she said,ibu azwan always text her...azwan said,NO..pmpuan tu yg bajet..OVER!


she said,ibu azwan invite her to lunch at azwan's house...azwan,said yela 2 my mom suroh..ntah2 dye yg semak2 je..da la bdn gempal..


she said,she want to meet me in person...azwan said,xyah jmpe pumpuan x gune 2..huh..syg nk ke jumpe bdk gemok gempal 2 klau dye nk jmpe syg?


i said,im worried about this..tkt syg suke die...azwan said,ya Allah.tlg la syg.x ingin la ay nk kt tong dram.hahaha..ktorng xpena ad pape..i only love alia..love you alia..only you..




love you too azwan..
azwan,i trust you..




Yeah right Azwan Azhari. Kau ni memang babi tahu tak. Saje je cari pasal. Somehow, I don't blame Alia Sharuddin for writing this. If I were her,I'd be confused myself. But being me and knowing Wak's charm in tricking girls into falling for him, makes me sick. I have no issues on sweet-talkers who intend to win the hearts of their chosen ones, but DON'T EVER step over someone else's dignity or trust,especially your ex, cause they supposedly should have nothing to do with you after a breakup. Unless he still thinks of me as a failure of his and she thinks of me as a threat :) Tengok ar, eventually the truth would blurt itself out. Don't let your words succumb to you later on,Wak. Deep down, I hope it does >:(

JPJ Test. The First One haha.

Yeah nervous anxious excited and giddy. Cliche enough but the truest explaination of how I feel on that very morning to test for a P license :)


Woke up damn early and went to Ali Maju Mamak Centre (I just made that up) accompanied by Mummy and ordered 2 sets of thosai and teh ais. After 15 minutes got neither. Since we had to pick up Nysa Rafik before leaving Ukay Perdana for Imkeda Keramat, we left without breakfast but instead made a stop at 7Eleven to grab bread and a can of Nescafe :)


Got on a van who was driven madly by a pakcik. Mak aih he drove like wild I tell ya. If I were to die in his hands, I swore I wished I had done more deeds the day before! But alhamdulillah, we arrived safely and in one piece :) Upon registeration,bumped into Syahira Najwa. Since we both are in the first session and Nysa was in the second, Syiro and I chatted away. Haha the funniest part being in the hall during registeration is when the officer called out everyone's name then I get to see who's face matches with which names. Until a name of 'Faizul bin Bujang' was called out and instead a DRAG came out! She/He was wearing a pink top and jeans,shoulder-lengthed karat hair,maximum make-up,a sling handbag and has a bajet soft voice calling out 'Ya saya!'. Hilarious much, but no one had the guts to laugh out loud. You know how drags can be o.0




While waiting at the pondok menunggu,we saw an Indian woman who doesn't look sober in the first place cause she had ponytails and was wearing bright coloured sari eventhough she looked at her 40s. And I swear she has a beard! Scary sial haha :D Anyways, she was one the retestees *haha so as it was her turn for bukit, she drove up just nice and stopped in the yellow box. When she restarted her car to go downhill,the car slided backwards in full speed and in high noise,crashing the car waiting behind the line! Everyone screamed and exclaimed aloud. Gila doh makcik India tuu. Poor that Chinese girl who was in the car that was crashed into. She must be traumatised. Dahlah belum test. Kesiannnn.


So as I stepped in the Kancil, I recited prayers and tested the clutch,gears,pedals,mirrors,dashboard and stuff. Yeah, very much different from Viva of course. When I drove uphill, the car did fantastic. Driving downhill wasn't a problem too. I exhaled and thanked God a lot on this one. Until it came to parking session. God, I know I was in big trouble in this part cause I had no idea what to freaking do but to just rely on my own fucked up instincts. Yeah, by far you'd know I failed to park the car just by my tone whilst telling you this part. The darn tiang just goyang-ed okay, I swear! Maybe the bumpers pushed the tiang abit or my tyres when up the base. I'm not quite sure, but I do remember having my name called in sarcastic tone by the JPJ guy. Then we chatted a bit at his pondok. He asked me where do I live,tips on parking a car,regards to my instructor and parents, lastly he asked for my phone number. WHATEVER.


Oh before I left he said, see ya next time :) For sure lah weyyyyy -.-


Next! *deep sigh* Road driving. I was pretty scared with this one but I do want to ace it cause I wouldn't want to disappoint Pakcik. I discovered friends too. Kak Dalima and Fairuz. We shared the same thread of turns so we sat on the same bench and chatted to ease our nerves. Kak Dalima is 33 years old,married,has two kids,lives in Ukay Perdana and failed bukit. So we're on the same record so far. Fairuz is my age,lives in Taman Permata and passed the first session. Dang. Hebat lah wey :) A number after mine was a guy my age. I don't know his name but he was helpful throughout the test. He keeps me noted whenever I needed to pass up my forms or something. Yeah, he's cute, if not why would I write on him here,would I? HAHAHA!


Guess what, I almost forgot my seatbelts when I almost start hitting the accelerators! Bangang betul :P The JPJ guy said, "err awak tak nak pakai tali pinggang keselamatan ke?" And I was like,"What's a tali pingg... OH DAMN IT! Thanks sir!" Bhahaha lawak gila doh. Then I did well, FYI :) Cuma I was a bit amissed with the bumpers on the way back to Imkeda. I also hit Gear 3 while going around a roundabout when it should've been on Gear 1. That guy made a face, but I passed anyway :D


At our waiting-for-road-test area, there's this noisy kepoh Mak Cik Jah, everyone calls her. She directed everyone sitting at exactly where and when. When she calls out a name, a late response would be offensive to her. Then curses and naggings would be followed by, having the whole crowd included. To me, malu lah orang tu. Maybe that person was on the phone with his mum, or had hearing deficiency, or just had to pick up a pace to get to her. Tak payahlah revolve the whole community in your frustration of your crappy job kan. Chii seng ar -.-*


As it was lunchtime, got to know that Fairuz got her P and Kak Dalima passed road driving as well. So it was a good lunch. Darn tiang -.- Fairuz's brother came to pick Kak Dalima,Sabrina and Huda to Imkeda for next process. Kak Dalima agreed to book a retest date for both of us as companions and she managed to get me a date before college entrance, which is May 26th. Hurrah -.-


So as I was done with my test of both parts,I had to wait for Nysa who was in second session. Everyone from my session left so I was alone. The warung was filled with guys and smoke and hotness thus I decided to wait for her at the hall bawah tu. Syaz called suddenly so I spoke to her on the phone outside the hall before going in. When I got off the phone, Cik Jah approached me and asked for my result slip,which was folded and stuffed in my bag obviously haha. Time tu lah she went off shouting at me, " tengok dah jadi belacan, inilah dia budak2 zaman sekarang bla bla bla". When she turn her back on me I made a face then my friends in the crowd laughed hard! Then kantoilah dengan dia. She had that bizarre look and sent me off. When I went in the hall,she asked where am I going so I said in the hall to wait. Then she says,"Awak naiklah atas, awak kan dah selesai". "Eh takpelah saya nak duduk kat dalam. Malaslah nak duk sana". And I walk off. Best tak? :) As I got a seat and settled in, I felt a sudden presence behind me hahaha. Apparently Cik Jah followed me in! I turned around to face her and smiled sweetly, which did not work -.- So she spoke,"Awak nak tunggu siapa?" "Tunggu kawan." "Kenapa nak sangat duduk sini?" "Cik Jah, kat atas panas. Apa salahnya saya duduk sini. Tak kacau sape sape kan? :)" "Awak ni, attitude betul lah. Cik Jah tanya je. Jangan nak kurang ajar eh." And she walks off. HAHAHAHA whatafak?!




I also met a couple of twins. Huda and Syikin. They're both pretty! And fascinating,characteristically. Their mother is an Arabian origin and their father is from Kedah. And they both speak pure hardcore Kedah slang, serious shit! I would know cause my parents my grandparents uncles and aunties are! Gila babi lah best dengar diorang sisters berborak :D Best conversation I heard;

"Mak,che' kandaih (kandas/gagal). Huda pahh (pass), mak. Syikin punya JPJ hampeh. Celaka. Taktau pasepa (pasal apa) depa ngenyah (renyah/susah) nak bagi luluih (lulus) kat che'. Huda meghayu (merayu) takpo (takpe) lah. Hishhh fuck gila JPJ tu, mak."

Nysa and I were laughing our asses off! Lawak doh. To think that she got away with saying things like that in front of her mum. On her defense, Syikin says, she said it was the JPJ guy she was cursing to, not her mum. Haha lawak gilaaa :D 

Later that evening Nysa and I had super late lunch at Jusco AU2 Setiawangsa with nasi ayam and cold drinks. I'm sure we're both flat-off tired as we got back home. Cause then I remember it was already the next morning :)

Driving Pretest in Cheras.

After for about a month not touching a car nor a steering wheel, I am now back to Imkeda for a trip to Cheras with two other ladies and of course with my Pakcik Radzi. I'm as nervous as if I'mma take the test today.


So we took off early and Pakcik showed us the actual route. We chatted on random stuff. He always tell stories of his past and how lessons of life can be derived from simple incidents. I paid attention.


I don't know why, but I always get to be the first in turns. Maybe I have that enthusiasted look *no I don't but anyways I didn't mind cause I need the practice and Pakcik's mood would be the best on the first student haha! Yeah, the first round was quirky and effortful as I struggle to remind myself of the basics whilst memorising the route. With all the signals, gear-changing, speed controlling, maintaining clutch possession, etc. Second round was beautiful. Pakcik was glad I got hold of myself quick and steady. But my system failed me during the third. I screwed up big time! From the very first turn to the last junction. He yelled, cursed and fret. He was a bit disappointed and I was sorry for myself. As it was Kak Nad's turn to drive, I sat on those long waiting benches behind the other girl who came with us. She turned around and we chatted.


We talked on stuff in school, driving stuff and futuristic ideals. She wanted to take up children education and be a kindergarten teacher or something like so. Along the conversation I do realise she has an extraordinary fond towards kids,which makes sense from what she'd told me. And I told her mine. Then it was her turn to tale over the wheels. Only then I realise I didn't get her name haha! But she had good command of English,which I'm comfortable with and she stays in Ukay Perdana too. Jalan UP 3/5 lagi. Sangat dekat. Then Kak Nad came out muka tension then invites me for a drink at the nearby and only stall. She had the same case as mine. Perfect first and second round,craps the third.


After a surprisingly short wait, maybe because of the drinks we had, it's track training time. Then it was my turn lagi. I did bukit well, my car-mates were proud of me. The girl earlier happen to be a Sabrina. So she helped me with parking formula and Kak Nad helped me with navigations. We took our turns until Pakcik was satisfied. Till then, he announced that he wanted to take Kak Nad and I for another round of road driving each. One last time. So I came up first of course, then I did it. Flawlessly. No kidding :D


Had another 15 minutes chat with Sabrina Ariss while we waited for Kak Nad to be done with. Then she said hers went swell too :) Upon arriving Imkeda, called Mummy and she was already on her way. So went back home safe and sound. I was pretty much satisfied and anxious to take the test :)

Oh. Why Mell?

"Hye,nice to meet you." "Oh hye, Amalina." "Haha you can just call me Mell." "Oh Mell. Why Mell?"


I've been frequently asked upon the being of my nickname, which is Mell by the way, instead of using my birth name, Nur Amalina.


During the primary days, everyone calls me Amalina, except for my parents and family. They call me Kak Long :) I realised that this name is quite long to call out. Try mouthing 'Amalina' and you'll know what I mean. Now try mouthing 'Mell'. Simpler, huh? Thought so. So during Standard Four,when I was still wearing dark blue pinafores and tie up ponytails, I had also a bunch of great close friends. They were Shazmine, Ju Yi, Aiman Syamim, Danial Farhan and Adib Azli. So this is what happened, on the account of my name appointing..

Adib : Tengok tak Spanar Jaya semalam?

Shazmine : Eeeii apa tiba tiba niii??

Aiman : Eh tengok tengok!

Adib : Ada Nasha Aziz masuk kan? Makwe baru Idham?

Aiman : Haah, haah. Cun weyh.

Adib : Perasan tak nama dia apa dalam cite tu?

Aiman,Shazmine,me : Apa??

Adib : Melina. Aku teringat Amalina.

Aiman,Shazmine,me : Heklehhhhhhh

Adib : Pastu dia panggil Mel je. Aku nak panggil Amalina Mel lah :D

Me : Eh suka hati kau je. Tak payah nak memandai -.-

Adib : Mel mel mel mel mel mel mel mel . . . . . . 

In high school, no one calls me Amalina except the teachers. Everyone knows me by the name Mell. It was because I let them to. On my first year, during orientation, I was supposed to have a nickname cause Amalina was too long, said Kak Fit. So I said, panggil je lah Mell. During the first few weeks, when people call out my new name, I always turn around reluctantly or answer after a few times I realise that was me being called haha. After the years go on, anyone that calls me Amalina, I'd respond with a grunt or a wide-eyed look, since it has been ages since anyone calls me that.


Nur Amalina - Cahaya harapan Kami.
It's beautiful, I know. Meaningful, in fact. But yeah, simple reasons of it being too long or too common perhaps. Mell is simpler and shorter and by far has no negative meanings I hope.


Sometimes malas sangat - Mell is short for comel sebab I'm comel lah, obviously -.-


Finishing high school and remeeting childhood friends on Facebook reminded me how they remembered me as a Amalina Rusli, not Mell Satria. And it's cute how they exclaim, "Amalina! Lamanya tak jumpaaaaa..." rather than "Hey Mell, hutang nasi lemak hari tu halal eh?" Haha kidding kidding .


So here's why and how I really got my nickname. But during college, I might tell everyone to call me Amalina again. For the fun of it. Then in the future, when someone calls me Amalina then I'd know if that person's a friend from primary or college. Those who calls me Mell must be from high school. And the high school community are always the best in my life :)

IPTA,Matrix,College,Scholarship bla bla bla .

So everyone's fussing around about afterschool. Who's going where, doing what, going when. I've been repeating the same old damn line . . .

" MMU Melaka in Ayer Keroh. Foundation in Law. Oh, registering May 30th. No, unfortunately tak dapat UPU, takde rezeki. No, tak buat rayuan. Matrix? Nahh. :)"

Pancit oh ulang ulang and being asked the same thing. The defeating part, I myself tend to ask my peers of the same question cause I needed to know, until I felt the exhaustion of answering. So I opt for statuses or tweets to get answers. Penatlah mereka hendak menjawab pertanyaan saya :)

Yeah I know, what's with the baku-ness -.-?

Anyways, friends who chose Matrix as their next path at this very junction of our lives are mostly registering on May 10th. So farewell sweethearts :)

Peeps who got offers from various universities, alhamdulillah, are registering on respective dates set by their particular colleges lah. Fare thee well to you guys too :')

And those on the same boat as mine, applied for private colleges and paying a bit more gets our respective dates of registration too. So yeah, mine's May 30th. And again successfully repeating myself :D

So . . . I did my meds check up, authorised my photocopied certs. Got recent passport-sized photos and filled in the gila-banyak-punya borang with tak-boleh-blah questions. *like Apakah harapan anda terhadap MMU? And like Kemukakan jaminan kewangan tetap anda (for my dad) as if I won't/can't pay the fees -.-

One of last weekends we made a short day trip to Malacca to drop the submission forms by hand and check out the area. The apartments are literally nearby the campus, walking distance je! Coolio :)

So I have spotted a few places of the best, like the best asam pedas around, roti canai,murtabak and so and so. Located Mydin Tesco and Giant. Ohhhh and I saw a big nearby McDonald's. By then I just know that I'd survive!


So everyone who reads this, I'm flashing my best smile and bashing the most flirtatious eye-lashing to plead for best wishes,good luck and continuous prayers as I pursue the next level of life. Thanks, and God bless us all insya Allah :)

Playlist :)

My current playlist nowadays.


You know, one of the essentials in swinging moods and getting my mind off stuff or literally expressing myself are through songs. And I know many agree and practise the same thing. Here's two lists from the first week after my breakup and the week after I met someone. You and I can see the vast distinction in pattern-wise of song mood haha! But hey, it's really true and you should try listing your playlist this week and check your mood :)

First week after nasty breakup -,-

From the Bottom of My Broken Heart - Britney Spears

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Gone - N'Sync

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu - Kerispatih

Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

Tercipta Untukku - Ungu feat. Rossa

Against All Odds - Westlife feat. Mariah Carey
Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake

Purest of Pain - Son by Four

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

How Do You Sleep? - Jesse McCartney

Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Say It Isn't So - Gareth Gates

Don't Speak - No Doubt

Menerima Kau Pergi - Acha and Irwansyah

Watcha Say - Jason Derulo

That's Why (You Go Away) - Micheal Learns To Rock
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

Second week. This week (:

Littlest Things - Lily Allen

I Don't Give (A Damn) - Avril Lavigne

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne

It's Alright,It's Okay - Ashley Tisdale

Takin Back My love - Enrique Iglesias

Take A Bow - Rihanna

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

Wake Up Call - Maroon 5

So Yesterday - Hilary Duff

Airplanes - BoB feat Hayley

If We Ever Meet Again - Timbaland, Katy Perry
Fighter - Christina Aguilera

Obsessed - Mariah Carey
Irreplaceable - Beyonce
Like A Boy - Ciara

So whatever it is, thanks for never ending supportive friends and fans haha :D

To you-know-who-you-are, thanks for coming at the right time, yeah when I'm single! Kidding,kidding :P

To you're-a-stupid-asshole-ex, thanks for giving me this lesson in life. You've made me a fighter :)

To the-other-whore-who-thinks-she's-smart, if I still loved him, I'd have killed you. But I don't, okay? And yeah you win. Enjoy your prize :D He's gonna give you a fiiiine ride :) *if ever I hear this bitch turns to be a lesbian in the future,I wouldn't be surprised LMAO*

Pray for me ♥

A Day with Ezumiru ;)

An English class supposedly, for both of us. Prep for Ezmil Idreen Abdullah who'll be sitting for an entrance exam to a university in Indonesia :)

Breakfast at McDonald's KL Sentral.

Discussion at Secret Recipe, KL Sentral.

Window shopping and gift hunting for Ezmil's big sis at KLCC.

Lunch at Nando's, KLCC.

Auntie Anne's,KLCC Park. (and camwhoring haha)

The Crazies, TGV KLCC.

Home :)

Thanks Ezmil, for the day. I had a blastful release watching the horrifying movie and cursing it out hahaha, it was dead fun !

Maybe we should do it again some time :)

I'm Sorry .

It has been two whole weeks since I'd updated my blog so the draft tab keeps filling in but no published ones. But hey, I miss updating entries! But I loved reading those who I've been following. In fact, my followers are great bloggers too. Way-to-go, guys :)


Tapi dalam banyak banyak blog, I like .rieLternative. the most. Sangat mencuit hati haha. I'm your number one blog fan, Abg Zariel !! :D But his blog entries comes once in a blue moon. Fortunately each entry confirm best, even the simplest stories. I can't tell which post is my favourite hehe.


So yeah, I've been miserable the past week. As you can see from my previous posts, why and how and what-comes-next. To be clearer and frank, I'm single for good now. Interestingly,the "other girl" ended up calling me the next day when she found out about me from another friend of ours. So we talked it out and she told me he was cheating on me She was prepared to ignore him AND get revenge for me. She rejected him too, eventhough she admits she almost liked him, like really liked him. Until last night I found it she ends up with him anyways. Maybe previously she was just eliminating me from the picture, but she did well, I tell ya. I didn't detect any bitchy behaviour, until I read her wallposts with my exboyfriend. Screw them.


Yeah, it's hard. Damned, really. A breakup? I never see it coming in so quick. One by one calamity strucks me. Baru je habis depressed about SPM and now this. I DON'T NEED THIS. I don't need YOU. Everyone tells me this and thank God I've beautiful supportive friends. I'm grateful for them. Always there when I called, always replies when I text, giving me motivative quotes and advices on breakups. I gathered myself and they gave me strength to delete both of them from my friend list and blocked them too. Really helpful and encouraging. Thanks again, guys :')


A few unexpected friends to give "condolences" showed up along the way. Like weird-never-talked-to-me-masa-sekolah-dulu friends. They told me how they hate guys who use up their girlfriends or those who cheat on them. But the heartbreaking part, they knew Wak was like that all along. They just didn't had the heart to tell me. I'm touched, yet I'm sadistic, for being such a fool over myself after two damned years.


I've got heaps, miles, mountains, oceans of feelings and memories. Where do I dispose them? Why can't our mind or brain come with a "delete" or a "reset" button ? I long for a new chapter, for a new life, with no regrets and remembrance of this specific part. It killed a part of me much :(


Thanks for reading this far. My deepest cry-out, you see :') Pathetic, but true. I shall not hide cause you, yeah you who's reading this, is a witness of one of my big mistakes in life. So if I ever repeat it, you have a strong proof to stop me AND beat against me . So, please do so in the future. Thank you :)


Broken-hearted.xoxo.

A Day at Mayo's :)

A day? Not really.. Half a day,maybe. But hey, it was fun and relieving to be seeing her again :)


Did my chores that night before and woke up early to prepare breakfast for my sistas and lil brother and send them to school. Mum drops me off at Taman Melati station and I made my way to Kampung Baru. As usual, stuck in between a crowd who rushes to work while I texted sapalagi since he's up early for JPJ test. Upon arrival,walked a bit towards her house. And I was in her room.


Kak Nor and Ginger were the first faces I saw. We chatted away while she gets ready and no matter how we text and tweet everyday, we seem to still have things to talk and update about :D So Mayo brings us to d'Lish in Bangsar Village for breakfast and more things to chat on. 

My hot lemon tea . Quenching :P

Egg Mayo sandwich . Nyum :D

Mayo :)

Then we both went grocery shopping!

"Where the hell are the tortilla chips?"

"What IS the difference between white and yellow corn chips??"

"How the hell do you pick the better strawberries?? Hmmm"

"The other type of apples are 8cents more expensive HAHA"

*picking out a tub of ice cream* "Eh tengok expiry date dia." *puts it back* "Eww."

"Excuse us, where are the canned drinks cartons?" "There." *pointing to the canned beer shelf under the largest NON-HALAL signboard. who'd expect to find them there? -.-*

"Kak,mana Strepsils?"

Should've taken photos of us in the supermarket, that'll be memorable :)


So we went out and looked for an optical shop for my lenses. Had a brief eye check and purchased a pack of three pairs. Three months covered :)


Back home, we chatted and loitered more, with Ginger there too. Then,lunch preparing starts! Following step by step and then before the short period baking, this is how it looked like.....

Before the cheese melts ~

After approximately two minutes of heat, and when it's quite done, VOILA! 

Mouth-watering eh? :P

Sedar tak sedar, it was already 3.30pm and I had to go. I feel so bad for coming for such a shortta while when I should accompany her for the night. Damn curfews!


In between I get to watch a missed episode of a Glee on her lappy and we both were amused with picking on Gemm and Mok while laughing at we-know-who's cheesy rempit slash kampung-ish photos HAHA. We had a good laugh :)


Thanks for the day, Amirah Mohd Nor. Hope you don't mind having me around again ;D

Thank You, sweetie :)

Special thanks to my dear girlfriend who cares for me regardless. I love you too hunn :)

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Feverish Monday and Another Delay :(

I was supposed to go to Cheras today but I was sent back home instead. Cause Pakcik didn't want to risk me puking around Imkeda Cheras and driving frantically due to poor health. So he discharged me and rescheduled my test. Which is on May 5th! Weeks and weeks to come! Sheesh for sure lah I'll be forgetting how to drive by then. And for sure lah I've to get extra classes and pay extra for them. I don't mind the payment but I do need to practise before I go for a test. Unless I could find a personal manual car. Who has them? Not my parents :(


Before subuh I vomitted once and upon reaching Imkeda I puked by the side longkangs hehe. Nasib baik I didnt had anything to eat the night before so wasn't much of content to puke off. Haha. So maybe I had to sleep in. For the good of myself and everyone. Cheras to Ukay Perdana isn't near at all. While sitting on the benches I called a certain someone to ease my indigestions. That person's baru bangun tidur voice always sounded cute to me :)


And yeay!! Ayah reactivated my former problematic number. All he needed to do was call the Maxis centre anyways. I thought I had to wait for Maxis to send me a new SIM card. Now it's back on service :)


Slept the whole morning after swallowing Panadol tablets and cough tablets. Woke up at noon and took a bath cause it was scorching hot and my body was heating up. After Zohor prayers I watched tv with Lutfil, who was also sick and feverish then both of us fell asleep some more. By asar I had to wake up to perform my prayers and so I spent time with Kakngah revising maths. It has been quite a while for me to be facing academical stuff haha :D


By the time for dinner, I was famished cause I havent ate today but the most I could go is just a plate though. I still feel obnoxious and my stomach feels lousy. Ughh. I hope to get a good night's sleep tonight and an end of a day without crying or pissing off on someone. But today we both have got on good terms. You'd never know ;)

Sunday. Sports Day. Mummy's Birthday.

It's a Sunday and we all woke up early to put make up on Teeya and dress her with  the cute pink kimono Maksu rented out for her at Sri Hartamas yesterday. She's her sports' house mascot with the theme Japanese cultured team. The members of the march pass dressed up like Naruto characters and one of them I recognised looked like Sasuke. The blue house presented their mascot looking like an actual Avatar. The red house had two mascots of an all-black and an all-white dressed phantoms. They danced to the hit "Beat It" by Micheal Jackson which was really cool, considering they did the moon walk,white gloves,hat tricks and stuff. The yellow house had a little boy reciting the azan, cause their house were named after the Muslim warrior, Bilal bin Rabah.


It's Setiabudi's Sports Day at IIUM's stadium. It was really an annoying day actually cause the standards of a normal daily high school sports day isn't comparable to my school's sports day. The teachers who were emcees run commentaries more like deejays to me! Nothing seems formal that day and even the march passes were primary-school-like. The formation were routines,choreographies or merely dances instead of...formations.


Kakngah marched in the uniform unit team where she represented the Police Cadets. She was the only girl :) Nurin was an avatar and we were the supportive picture/video-taking on-lookers at the grand stand, along with other parents. Ayah was actively and willingly taking pictures,recording videos and getting drinks from the vendors outside. He was just excited to be part of it after 5 years not being able too :) I was feeling drowsy and heating up but I just gotta see what my sisters were training their asses off and I wanted to watch Teeya competing on the track. I thought I was the only one feeling unfit, until Lutfil threw up. There and then. *ughhh*


So Teeya took part in 4x100m, 4x400m and 400m. Her team lost in 4x100m and she got fourth place in 400m. She could've gotten a silver medal in 4x400m but the last runner dropped the baton and made them disqualify. She was the third runner. I had a vanilla ice-blended and a few drinks before but didn't eat. Hung out with Salina and Uzayr. He's sooo much skinnier now. Jealousyyy :( 


We bought a little cake for Mummy's birthday and lit up candles. She blew them then we all showered and took naps the rest of the evening.


I woke up feeling dizzy and perspirating like a pig. Then I knew. A fever is coming up :(


P/s. I have pictures, lots of 'em, but I have this lazy syndrom which disables me to do so. Will do in the future insya Allah ;)

Fourth Driving Class.

So yeahhh. I added an extra two-hour-class cause I wasn't confident with my road driving since the last class. At least I'd be confident to go to Cheras this Monday and go for test this Wednesday. I can't wait to get my P! :D


I'm really proud of my Bukit, 3 Point Turn and Parking attainment. So after half an hour in the compound, we head off outside on the roads. I did well at first until I come at turns and bukits. Especially bukits. Even my damn clutch-controlling is fucked up. I don't know why the hell is my left feet failing me. I'm picking up well on changing gears,signals and steer possession, but still I'd rather not go for a test with this kind of progress. I see a RETEST instead !


Two hours felt like half a day for me. 'Twas fun though to drive around Melawati area where there were many cars then I had stopped for Pakcik to buy nasi ayam for lunch. On the way back, we came across Ayah who was going to pick me up. Haha.

Later that day, my aunts,uncles and cussies came over for tea and badminton. Some douchebag thieves smashed Maksyak's car window to grab their bags inside. They may thought that the big black bags contain valuables and a computer maybe, padahal ada pampers,bottle milk ingredients,clothes,towels and telekung. Useless creatures who does useless crimes gets useless stuff. They'd be damned.


We all slept early that night due to energy charging for next day. As it struck 12midnight,we all went into Mummy's room and sang Happy Birthday :)

Third Driving Class.

Aaarrggghhh first time on the road had me freaking out gila! I went blank in a sudden, when I had problems with the gears,clutch,signal and the whole shit! Lawak gile kot. Pakcik says, "Ni kenapa ni Amalina? Blank dah? Jangan biar nervous kamu atasi keyakinan kamu tuuu.."


So after 15minutes barulah I get the hang of switching gears,giving signals and stuff. One thing I was fast at picking up is when I reach a road bumper. Switch 2nd gear,hit the brakes and accelerate upon reaching the other side of bump. Pass. *pheww*


Anyways, dekat nak balik my driving tiba tiba smooth je cause maybe taktahan the pressure and nak balik! Mummy picked me up and she treats me lunch. Cendol, my kegilaan these days, too ! Splendid :) Had a semi-serious talk over lunch. About guys,college,*psst* marriage . . . And yeah, AzwAzhr was in the conversation too. She was asking about him and his family. Discussed about the lunch his mum and I are to plan too. Maybe I'd drive to Kelana Jaya, tapi tarak tahu jalan. Thank God for Google Map, or even much easier, LRT :D


So this was my third class. Saturday ni I have class lagi. Will post 'em later :)