A Day at Colmar Tropicale :)

"GIRLS... Siap siap cepat. We're going out.." (jerking only his head out from behind his bedroom door)

"Where to, Ayah?" (Tia asks, likewise with the head-jerking)

"Colmar Tropicale."

"WHAT? Why the sudden plan?" (at this point, everyone came out from their rooms)

"KL ni panas lah. Let's just take a stroll and have lunch. Then balik lah."

"KL ni panas laaa..." (mimicking Ayah's expression haha)

"Ha ha." (Ayah turns around and walks away. And rolled his eyes,bhaha)

So everyone siap siap and got in the car.

We're off to Colmar Tropicale in Bukit Tinggi,Pahang :)

We had lunch at La Famme,walked around,took pictures,watched the swans and had coffee. Ice blended, i mean. Haha ;)

Nurin.

Salina.

Me.

Teeya.

Swans. The white ones.

Mummy Ayah.

Lutfil Hadi.

We went to a ranch nearby to watch horses too. These are couple horses which I took snap of. Comel!

Bonita and Bonny.

Mustang and Charlie(female lah).

So itu sajelah. It was a great Sunday. Thanks Ayah :)

Arrgghh!!

Damn it I'm not TWELVE okay? Im freaking EIGHTEEN and ought to be treated like one when I behave like one. Ugh. You people disgust me. Are you trying to bore me to death? Well dunt worry you're getting there!!! Yeah, I DONT understand all the crap you're trying to impliment to me. I'm not gonna turn out to be some kind of shit ass if I decide to have fun! Or simply LIVING if that's worth similarised to. Theoretically, I try my very best to fulfill what you need of me and be reasonable with my own freedom so I make space for you fat asses. And yet, nothing I do seems enough for you guys and those little screws up I made changes the whole thing. Negative thinkers or wrong seekers like guys should just shut the f up and get a life.. With a bit of fun and reason in it. Be a human FROM THIS ERA for a change. Be flexible and rational la weyh. I'm not a kindergarty. I'm done with school and off to college soon. Just let go of the leash and let me grow up hence face the world. At least you guys need some growing up to go through too.

As for my date, I'm sorry I left you earlier today. It was unfair of me. Good thing your guy friends were there. I do feel guilty and i'll make up to you kay sayang? Im sorry :(

Am I ?

Am I that SEPET ??
People (that i know) would come up to me and say "Hey, Sepet!". All that i'm able to do is "Ha Ha Ha" and roll my so-called-sepet eyes. As i'm squeezing myself through a crowd and as everyone's ready to say 'Cheese',the kind and overconcerned photographer stops and says, "Hey Mell, bukaklah mata sikit!" and the whole crowd roars into laughter. The picture ended up with me looking pale and disturbed. Haha. Lawak lawak. If i'm at the mall or somewhere,my friends would go "Eh pegang Mell, nanti dia hilang kang susah nak cari" when a big group of a Chinese family passes by. At my dorm, when i'm inserting my contact lenses, my dormmates would stare and says "I wonder how did that big of a lens can go through your eyelids?" Damn am i that sepet?

Am I that FAT ??
"Hey Gemuk,how's it going? Sehat nampak.." Shit. The most menyakitkan hati greeting ever. If you think you're cute saying that or you think you make me feel cute,i'd answer a big NOT. Okay? Yeah,it is true that girls do concern about their size. There,i said it. Sorry girls for revealing the thing that we deny all the time. The thing is we do care what people see of us. Fat or thin or short or dark. It has something to do with encouragement and self esteem. Just shut the fuck up and look at yourself. You're a girl too so why say things that yourself hates to hear? Huh. Tak pahamm. Walaubagaimanapun, i do admit that i love eating and i get hungry almost all the time especially when i get bored. So takdela put them at fault entirely cause i ternak all that fat myself. Hm apa apa lah. Hahaha ;D

Am I that VULNERABLE ??

"Ala kau mintak je topup dari Mell,confem dia bagi..". I kind of overheard this and it was heartbreaking. I thought when someone asks credit or any kind of financial help would mean that they're desperately in need of help. Since whatever i have on me or in my pocket is just a loan from The Creator,which i should share with those in need, i tend to give 'em away when someone asks for it. Well, they pinjam, but if they claim that they couldn't payback, i've to act "it's okay" and smile about it. But instead i had to cut on fried chicken when i'm eating at the canteen or hold myself back from having ice cream in the evenings just because i become short financially. I give because i thought i was helping others, only until a good friend of mine told me i was being taken advantage on. I put myself in self denial mode. Kesian la diorang, i thought. Only until i heard what i wrote at the first line of this stanza. How sad that people would have the cheek to manipulate someone to get what they want. I'm not taking anything back, i'm still ikhlas, tapi korang pikir sendiri la apa nak jadi ngan korang. The best slap in the face would be this remark: "Sape suruh kau baik sangat." So don't call me a bitch when i'm one in the future.

I have to learn to say NO.

I guess tu je kut. Kalau ada lagi i'll add 'em in my future posts. *Kenapa ayat cakap macam perasan ada orang follow your blogs neh?* Bhahaha ;D

Happy 18th Birthday,Wan Nur Effazleen :)

Hmm. Same laa kite! Sekarang kita dua dah lapan belas tahun.. Yang laen masih tujuh belas hahaha. Namun begitu, i'm sick of planning surprises for you dah tau tak? Geram betul. Kalau ye pun dah boleh agak buat donno je la. Lain kali malas nak struggle buat surprise for you! Grrr. Eventhough the plan backfired,we did something no one else could kan? Mia,Wafi and Ajoe habis hairan je apa kita dua buat lama2 kat tepi elevators tuu. Hahaha.

I missed you ohw. Kat Jeddah takde byk org cam Wan Effazleen neh. Teenagers dia perangai cam budak skola rendah although physical cam 20+ year olds. Scary yet annoyingg. Huh. So our birthday was a great date to meet up and celebrate since beza birthdays kita just a few hours! Haha. You look so different. Tapi tak tinggi tinggi. Bhahaha sorry. Maybe because last time i saw you with tudung on ;) Dahla pakai baju pink. Comel laa Wann ;D

Now you're a wanita berkerjaya. Topup girl. Okay la tuu. Haha. Sampai ada sorang mamat ni datang your kedai everyday just to meet you kan? Wah tu cerita first you told me when i asked "How's work?". Hm good luck with that. I know you can take care of yourself and Ajoe knows that too :) Bila pergi kerja,bawak motor tu elok elok. Tak payah laju laju, nak jadi rempit ke? Awak tu dahla kecik. Nanti motor yang bawak awak,not the other way round! Hadui,padan muka your abah marah bawak laju laju. Sape suruh? :)

Take care bestie. You know i love you <3

Happy Eighteenth Birthday, ME :)

SWEET 18 :)

I'm eighteen today. Finally legal to do anything and everything. Dear dear friends. Great friends. Thanks for those who wished me a happy one. I'm sorry but it aint. And i dont know why. A particular someone managed to make me sad even when i'm at my best mood. Well thanks a lot to you. You made my day. Last year you made my birthday the best ever. Im not sure about this year's. Yet you're granted a second chance. You always do.

Nothing fabulous being older. Birthdays are suppose to make you feel grateful that you're alive to be eighteen like me. But somehow it felt like birthdays are there to remind you that you're getting nearer to death. Shit. Oh yeah i can say that, im 18. Haha that felt good.

Let's see. My Birthday Wishlist that i posted on facebook. I got only one of the five granted. Thanks Ajoe for the birthday present also birthday wish number 3. It was sweet of you :) Yang lain hampeh. Too good to be true anyways. Thanks Hafiz Yazid for being way ahead on wishing me. Thanks AzwAzhr for being the first as it strucks 12midnight. Second would be Mayo. I love Hanni's text, "Happy Fabolous 18th Mell! Now everything you do is legal and you can watch PORN! :D" Haha. Skema ape tunggu 18 ;) And the others kat facebook. Thank you all :)

Despite the heavy weeping and dreadful boreness on my birthday, these people lighten me up. It might not be the best but the worst was bearable :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 :)

Wah, dah tahun baruu. Time literally flies...

It scares me most when i lose track of time. Feels like i dozed off then missed a lot. Stuff i couldn't afford to in the first place. I cant believe SPM is done. School is far bygone. Friends are out of sight. And i'm blogging in my tanah air,leaving behind my boring lonely days in Jeddah; which i miss now. It's always known that you will miss something only when they're gone. Pff. Ape ape lah :)

Beyond my belief, i'm turning eighteen soon. Then everything will be LEGAL :D

Fuhh bestnyee. Haha. Batak ape,people would say. Most stuff that only eighteen year olds do pun i have done. So nothing prestigious eh? Tah la. Let's see what 2010 can bring us :)

Azam tahun baru?

Every year starts fresh. Results: crappy. Bhaha.

Well, i'll list 'em down anyway ;p

1. Lose weight ;D

2. Be prudent in my expenditure.

3. Never lose contacts with close friends.

4. Spend quality time i lost with my family for the last 5years.

5. Doing what i do best :)

Insya Allah. I hope everyone gets to fulfill their azam. A bit of hope and dream wont hurt kan?

;)