IPTA,Matrix,College,Scholarship bla bla bla .

So everyone's fussing around about afterschool. Who's going where, doing what, going when. I've been repeating the same old damn line . . .

" MMU Melaka in Ayer Keroh. Foundation in Law. Oh, registering May 30th. No, unfortunately tak dapat UPU, takde rezeki. No, tak buat rayuan. Matrix? Nahh. :)"

Pancit oh ulang ulang and being asked the same thing. The defeating part, I myself tend to ask my peers of the same question cause I needed to know, until I felt the exhaustion of answering. So I opt for statuses or tweets to get answers. Penatlah mereka hendak menjawab pertanyaan saya :)

Yeah I know, what's with the baku-ness -.-?

Anyways, friends who chose Matrix as their next path at this very junction of our lives are mostly registering on May 10th. So farewell sweethearts :)

Peeps who got offers from various universities, alhamdulillah, are registering on respective dates set by their particular colleges lah. Fare thee well to you guys too :')

And those on the same boat as mine, applied for private colleges and paying a bit more gets our respective dates of registration too. So yeah, mine's May 30th. And again successfully repeating myself :D

So . . . I did my meds check up, authorised my photocopied certs. Got recent passport-sized photos and filled in the gila-banyak-punya borang with tak-boleh-blah questions. *like Apakah harapan anda terhadap MMU? And like Kemukakan jaminan kewangan tetap anda (for my dad) as if I won't/can't pay the fees -.-

One of last weekends we made a short day trip to Malacca to drop the submission forms by hand and check out the area. The apartments are literally nearby the campus, walking distance je! Coolio :)

So I have spotted a few places of the best, like the best asam pedas around, roti canai,murtabak and so and so. Located Mydin Tesco and Giant. Ohhhh and I saw a big nearby McDonald's. By then I just know that I'd survive!


So everyone who reads this, I'm flashing my best smile and bashing the most flirtatious eye-lashing to plead for best wishes,good luck and continuous prayers as I pursue the next level of life. Thanks, and God bless us all insya Allah :)

Playlist :)

My current playlist nowadays.


You know, one of the essentials in swinging moods and getting my mind off stuff or literally expressing myself are through songs. And I know many agree and practise the same thing. Here's two lists from the first week after my breakup and the week after I met someone. You and I can see the vast distinction in pattern-wise of song mood haha! But hey, it's really true and you should try listing your playlist this week and check your mood :)

First week after nasty breakup -,-

From the Bottom of My Broken Heart - Britney Spears

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Gone - N'Sync

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu - Kerispatih

Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

Tercipta Untukku - Ungu feat. Rossa

Against All Odds - Westlife feat. Mariah Carey
Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake

Purest of Pain - Son by Four

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

How Do You Sleep? - Jesse McCartney

Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Say It Isn't So - Gareth Gates

Don't Speak - No Doubt

Menerima Kau Pergi - Acha and Irwansyah

Watcha Say - Jason Derulo

That's Why (You Go Away) - Micheal Learns To Rock
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

Second week. This week (:

Littlest Things - Lily Allen

I Don't Give (A Damn) - Avril Lavigne

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne

It's Alright,It's Okay - Ashley Tisdale

Takin Back My love - Enrique Iglesias

Take A Bow - Rihanna

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

Wake Up Call - Maroon 5

So Yesterday - Hilary Duff

Airplanes - BoB feat Hayley

If We Ever Meet Again - Timbaland, Katy Perry
Fighter - Christina Aguilera

Obsessed - Mariah Carey
Irreplaceable - Beyonce
Like A Boy - Ciara

So whatever it is, thanks for never ending supportive friends and fans haha :D

To you-know-who-you-are, thanks for coming at the right time, yeah when I'm single! Kidding,kidding :P

To you're-a-stupid-asshole-ex, thanks for giving me this lesson in life. You've made me a fighter :)

To the-other-whore-who-thinks-she's-smart, if I still loved him, I'd have killed you. But I don't, okay? And yeah you win. Enjoy your prize :D He's gonna give you a fiiiine ride :) *if ever I hear this bitch turns to be a lesbian in the future,I wouldn't be surprised LMAO*

Pray for me ♥

A Day with Ezumiru ;)

An English class supposedly, for both of us. Prep for Ezmil Idreen Abdullah who'll be sitting for an entrance exam to a university in Indonesia :)

Breakfast at McDonald's KL Sentral.

Discussion at Secret Recipe, KL Sentral.

Window shopping and gift hunting for Ezmil's big sis at KLCC.

Lunch at Nando's, KLCC.

Auntie Anne's,KLCC Park. (and camwhoring haha)

The Crazies, TGV KLCC.

Home :)

Thanks Ezmil, for the day. I had a blastful release watching the horrifying movie and cursing it out hahaha, it was dead fun !

Maybe we should do it again some time :)

I'm Sorry .

It has been two whole weeks since I'd updated my blog so the draft tab keeps filling in but no published ones. But hey, I miss updating entries! But I loved reading those who I've been following. In fact, my followers are great bloggers too. Way-to-go, guys :)


Tapi dalam banyak banyak blog, I like .rieLternative. the most. Sangat mencuit hati haha. I'm your number one blog fan, Abg Zariel !! :D But his blog entries comes once in a blue moon. Fortunately each entry confirm best, even the simplest stories. I can't tell which post is my favourite hehe.


So yeah, I've been miserable the past week. As you can see from my previous posts, why and how and what-comes-next. To be clearer and frank, I'm single for good now. Interestingly,the "other girl" ended up calling me the next day when she found out about me from another friend of ours. So we talked it out and she told me he was cheating on me She was prepared to ignore him AND get revenge for me. She rejected him too, eventhough she admits she almost liked him, like really liked him. Until last night I found it she ends up with him anyways. Maybe previously she was just eliminating me from the picture, but she did well, I tell ya. I didn't detect any bitchy behaviour, until I read her wallposts with my exboyfriend. Screw them.


Yeah, it's hard. Damned, really. A breakup? I never see it coming in so quick. One by one calamity strucks me. Baru je habis depressed about SPM and now this. I DON'T NEED THIS. I don't need YOU. Everyone tells me this and thank God I've beautiful supportive friends. I'm grateful for them. Always there when I called, always replies when I text, giving me motivative quotes and advices on breakups. I gathered myself and they gave me strength to delete both of them from my friend list and blocked them too. Really helpful and encouraging. Thanks again, guys :')


A few unexpected friends to give "condolences" showed up along the way. Like weird-never-talked-to-me-masa-sekolah-dulu friends. They told me how they hate guys who use up their girlfriends or those who cheat on them. But the heartbreaking part, they knew Wak was like that all along. They just didn't had the heart to tell me. I'm touched, yet I'm sadistic, for being such a fool over myself after two damned years.


I've got heaps, miles, mountains, oceans of feelings and memories. Where do I dispose them? Why can't our mind or brain come with a "delete" or a "reset" button ? I long for a new chapter, for a new life, with no regrets and remembrance of this specific part. It killed a part of me much :(


Thanks for reading this far. My deepest cry-out, you see :') Pathetic, but true. I shall not hide cause you, yeah you who's reading this, is a witness of one of my big mistakes in life. So if I ever repeat it, you have a strong proof to stop me AND beat against me . So, please do so in the future. Thank you :)


Broken-hearted.xoxo.

A Day at Mayo's :)

A day? Not really.. Half a day,maybe. But hey, it was fun and relieving to be seeing her again :)


Did my chores that night before and woke up early to prepare breakfast for my sistas and lil brother and send them to school. Mum drops me off at Taman Melati station and I made my way to Kampung Baru. As usual, stuck in between a crowd who rushes to work while I texted sapalagi since he's up early for JPJ test. Upon arrival,walked a bit towards her house. And I was in her room.


Kak Nor and Ginger were the first faces I saw. We chatted away while she gets ready and no matter how we text and tweet everyday, we seem to still have things to talk and update about :D So Mayo brings us to d'Lish in Bangsar Village for breakfast and more things to chat on. 

My hot lemon tea . Quenching :P

Egg Mayo sandwich . Nyum :D

Mayo :)

Then we both went grocery shopping!

"Where the hell are the tortilla chips?"

"What IS the difference between white and yellow corn chips??"

"How the hell do you pick the better strawberries?? Hmmm"

"The other type of apples are 8cents more expensive HAHA"

*picking out a tub of ice cream* "Eh tengok expiry date dia." *puts it back* "Eww."

"Excuse us, where are the canned drinks cartons?" "There." *pointing to the canned beer shelf under the largest NON-HALAL signboard. who'd expect to find them there? -.-*

"Kak,mana Strepsils?"

Should've taken photos of us in the supermarket, that'll be memorable :)


So we went out and looked for an optical shop for my lenses. Had a brief eye check and purchased a pack of three pairs. Three months covered :)


Back home, we chatted and loitered more, with Ginger there too. Then,lunch preparing starts! Following step by step and then before the short period baking, this is how it looked like.....

Before the cheese melts ~

After approximately two minutes of heat, and when it's quite done, VOILA! 

Mouth-watering eh? :P

Sedar tak sedar, it was already 3.30pm and I had to go. I feel so bad for coming for such a shortta while when I should accompany her for the night. Damn curfews!


In between I get to watch a missed episode of a Glee on her lappy and we both were amused with picking on Gemm and Mok while laughing at we-know-who's cheesy rempit slash kampung-ish photos HAHA. We had a good laugh :)


Thanks for the day, Amirah Mohd Nor. Hope you don't mind having me around again ;D

Thank You, sweetie :)

Special thanks to my dear girlfriend who cares for me regardless. I love you too hunn :)

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Feverish Monday and Another Delay :(

I was supposed to go to Cheras today but I was sent back home instead. Cause Pakcik didn't want to risk me puking around Imkeda Cheras and driving frantically due to poor health. So he discharged me and rescheduled my test. Which is on May 5th! Weeks and weeks to come! Sheesh for sure lah I'll be forgetting how to drive by then. And for sure lah I've to get extra classes and pay extra for them. I don't mind the payment but I do need to practise before I go for a test. Unless I could find a personal manual car. Who has them? Not my parents :(


Before subuh I vomitted once and upon reaching Imkeda I puked by the side longkangs hehe. Nasib baik I didnt had anything to eat the night before so wasn't much of content to puke off. Haha. So maybe I had to sleep in. For the good of myself and everyone. Cheras to Ukay Perdana isn't near at all. While sitting on the benches I called a certain someone to ease my indigestions. That person's baru bangun tidur voice always sounded cute to me :)


And yeay!! Ayah reactivated my former problematic number. All he needed to do was call the Maxis centre anyways. I thought I had to wait for Maxis to send me a new SIM card. Now it's back on service :)


Slept the whole morning after swallowing Panadol tablets and cough tablets. Woke up at noon and took a bath cause it was scorching hot and my body was heating up. After Zohor prayers I watched tv with Lutfil, who was also sick and feverish then both of us fell asleep some more. By asar I had to wake up to perform my prayers and so I spent time with Kakngah revising maths. It has been quite a while for me to be facing academical stuff haha :D


By the time for dinner, I was famished cause I havent ate today but the most I could go is just a plate though. I still feel obnoxious and my stomach feels lousy. Ughh. I hope to get a good night's sleep tonight and an end of a day without crying or pissing off on someone. But today we both have got on good terms. You'd never know ;)

Sunday. Sports Day. Mummy's Birthday.

It's a Sunday and we all woke up early to put make up on Teeya and dress her with  the cute pink kimono Maksu rented out for her at Sri Hartamas yesterday. She's her sports' house mascot with the theme Japanese cultured team. The members of the march pass dressed up like Naruto characters and one of them I recognised looked like Sasuke. The blue house presented their mascot looking like an actual Avatar. The red house had two mascots of an all-black and an all-white dressed phantoms. They danced to the hit "Beat It" by Micheal Jackson which was really cool, considering they did the moon walk,white gloves,hat tricks and stuff. The yellow house had a little boy reciting the azan, cause their house were named after the Muslim warrior, Bilal bin Rabah.


It's Setiabudi's Sports Day at IIUM's stadium. It was really an annoying day actually cause the standards of a normal daily high school sports day isn't comparable to my school's sports day. The teachers who were emcees run commentaries more like deejays to me! Nothing seems formal that day and even the march passes were primary-school-like. The formation were routines,choreographies or merely dances instead of...formations.


Kakngah marched in the uniform unit team where she represented the Police Cadets. She was the only girl :) Nurin was an avatar and we were the supportive picture/video-taking on-lookers at the grand stand, along with other parents. Ayah was actively and willingly taking pictures,recording videos and getting drinks from the vendors outside. He was just excited to be part of it after 5 years not being able too :) I was feeling drowsy and heating up but I just gotta see what my sisters were training their asses off and I wanted to watch Teeya competing on the track. I thought I was the only one feeling unfit, until Lutfil threw up. There and then. *ughhh*


So Teeya took part in 4x100m, 4x400m and 400m. Her team lost in 4x100m and she got fourth place in 400m. She could've gotten a silver medal in 4x400m but the last runner dropped the baton and made them disqualify. She was the third runner. I had a vanilla ice-blended and a few drinks before but didn't eat. Hung out with Salina and Uzayr. He's sooo much skinnier now. Jealousyyy :( 


We bought a little cake for Mummy's birthday and lit up candles. She blew them then we all showered and took naps the rest of the evening.


I woke up feeling dizzy and perspirating like a pig. Then I knew. A fever is coming up :(


P/s. I have pictures, lots of 'em, but I have this lazy syndrom which disables me to do so. Will do in the future insya Allah ;)

Fourth Driving Class.

So yeahhh. I added an extra two-hour-class cause I wasn't confident with my road driving since the last class. At least I'd be confident to go to Cheras this Monday and go for test this Wednesday. I can't wait to get my P! :D


I'm really proud of my Bukit, 3 Point Turn and Parking attainment. So after half an hour in the compound, we head off outside on the roads. I did well at first until I come at turns and bukits. Especially bukits. Even my damn clutch-controlling is fucked up. I don't know why the hell is my left feet failing me. I'm picking up well on changing gears,signals and steer possession, but still I'd rather not go for a test with this kind of progress. I see a RETEST instead !


Two hours felt like half a day for me. 'Twas fun though to drive around Melawati area where there were many cars then I had stopped for Pakcik to buy nasi ayam for lunch. On the way back, we came across Ayah who was going to pick me up. Haha.

Later that day, my aunts,uncles and cussies came over for tea and badminton. Some douchebag thieves smashed Maksyak's car window to grab their bags inside. They may thought that the big black bags contain valuables and a computer maybe, padahal ada pampers,bottle milk ingredients,clothes,towels and telekung. Useless creatures who does useless crimes gets useless stuff. They'd be damned.


We all slept early that night due to energy charging for next day. As it struck 12midnight,we all went into Mummy's room and sang Happy Birthday :)

Third Driving Class.

Aaarrggghhh first time on the road had me freaking out gila! I went blank in a sudden, when I had problems with the gears,clutch,signal and the whole shit! Lawak gile kot. Pakcik says, "Ni kenapa ni Amalina? Blank dah? Jangan biar nervous kamu atasi keyakinan kamu tuuu.."


So after 15minutes barulah I get the hang of switching gears,giving signals and stuff. One thing I was fast at picking up is when I reach a road bumper. Switch 2nd gear,hit the brakes and accelerate upon reaching the other side of bump. Pass. *pheww*


Anyways, dekat nak balik my driving tiba tiba smooth je cause maybe taktahan the pressure and nak balik! Mummy picked me up and she treats me lunch. Cendol, my kegilaan these days, too ! Splendid :) Had a semi-serious talk over lunch. About guys,college,*psst* marriage . . . And yeah, AzwAzhr was in the conversation too. She was asking about him and his family. Discussed about the lunch his mum and I are to plan too. Maybe I'd drive to Kelana Jaya, tapi tarak tahu jalan. Thank God for Google Map, or even much easier, LRT :D


So this was my third class. Saturday ni I have class lagi. Will post 'em later :)