I'm Sorry .

It has been two whole weeks since I'd updated my blog so the draft tab keeps filling in but no published ones. But hey, I miss updating entries! But I loved reading those who I've been following. In fact, my followers are great bloggers too. Way-to-go, guys :)


Tapi dalam banyak banyak blog, I like .rieLternative. the most. Sangat mencuit hati haha. I'm your number one blog fan, Abg Zariel !! :D But his blog entries comes once in a blue moon. Fortunately each entry confirm best, even the simplest stories. I can't tell which post is my favourite hehe.


So yeah, I've been miserable the past week. As you can see from my previous posts, why and how and what-comes-next. To be clearer and frank, I'm single for good now. Interestingly,the "other girl" ended up calling me the next day when she found out about me from another friend of ours. So we talked it out and she told me he was cheating on me She was prepared to ignore him AND get revenge for me. She rejected him too, eventhough she admits she almost liked him, like really liked him. Until last night I found it she ends up with him anyways. Maybe previously she was just eliminating me from the picture, but she did well, I tell ya. I didn't detect any bitchy behaviour, until I read her wallposts with my exboyfriend. Screw them.


Yeah, it's hard. Damned, really. A breakup? I never see it coming in so quick. One by one calamity strucks me. Baru je habis depressed about SPM and now this. I DON'T NEED THIS. I don't need YOU. Everyone tells me this and thank God I've beautiful supportive friends. I'm grateful for them. Always there when I called, always replies when I text, giving me motivative quotes and advices on breakups. I gathered myself and they gave me strength to delete both of them from my friend list and blocked them too. Really helpful and encouraging. Thanks again, guys :')


A few unexpected friends to give "condolences" showed up along the way. Like weird-never-talked-to-me-masa-sekolah-dulu friends. They told me how they hate guys who use up their girlfriends or those who cheat on them. But the heartbreaking part, they knew Wak was like that all along. They just didn't had the heart to tell me. I'm touched, yet I'm sadistic, for being such a fool over myself after two damned years.


I've got heaps, miles, mountains, oceans of feelings and memories. Where do I dispose them? Why can't our mind or brain come with a "delete" or a "reset" button ? I long for a new chapter, for a new life, with no regrets and remembrance of this specific part. It killed a part of me much :(


Thanks for reading this far. My deepest cry-out, you see :') Pathetic, but true. I shall not hide cause you, yeah you who's reading this, is a witness of one of my big mistakes in life. So if I ever repeat it, you have a strong proof to stop me AND beat against me . So, please do so in the future. Thank you :)


Broken-hearted.xoxo.

A Day at Mayo's :)

A day? Not really.. Half a day,maybe. But hey, it was fun and relieving to be seeing her again :)


Did my chores that night before and woke up early to prepare breakfast for my sistas and lil brother and send them to school. Mum drops me off at Taman Melati station and I made my way to Kampung Baru. As usual, stuck in between a crowd who rushes to work while I texted sapalagi since he's up early for JPJ test. Upon arrival,walked a bit towards her house. And I was in her room.


Kak Nor and Ginger were the first faces I saw. We chatted away while she gets ready and no matter how we text and tweet everyday, we seem to still have things to talk and update about :D So Mayo brings us to d'Lish in Bangsar Village for breakfast and more things to chat on. 

My hot lemon tea . Quenching :P

Egg Mayo sandwich . Nyum :D

Mayo :)

Then we both went grocery shopping!

"Where the hell are the tortilla chips?"

"What IS the difference between white and yellow corn chips??"

"How the hell do you pick the better strawberries?? Hmmm"

"The other type of apples are 8cents more expensive HAHA"

*picking out a tub of ice cream* "Eh tengok expiry date dia." *puts it back* "Eww."

"Excuse us, where are the canned drinks cartons?" "There." *pointing to the canned beer shelf under the largest NON-HALAL signboard. who'd expect to find them there? -.-*

"Kak,mana Strepsils?"

Should've taken photos of us in the supermarket, that'll be memorable :)


So we went out and looked for an optical shop for my lenses. Had a brief eye check and purchased a pack of three pairs. Three months covered :)


Back home, we chatted and loitered more, with Ginger there too. Then,lunch preparing starts! Following step by step and then before the short period baking, this is how it looked like.....

Before the cheese melts ~

After approximately two minutes of heat, and when it's quite done, VOILA! 

Mouth-watering eh? :P

Sedar tak sedar, it was already 3.30pm and I had to go. I feel so bad for coming for such a shortta while when I should accompany her for the night. Damn curfews!


In between I get to watch a missed episode of a Glee on her lappy and we both were amused with picking on Gemm and Mok while laughing at we-know-who's cheesy rempit slash kampung-ish photos HAHA. We had a good laugh :)


Thanks for the day, Amirah Mohd Nor. Hope you don't mind having me around again ;D

Thank You, sweetie :)

Special thanks to my dear girlfriend who cares for me regardless. I love you too hunn :)

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Feverish Monday and Another Delay :(

I was supposed to go to Cheras today but I was sent back home instead. Cause Pakcik didn't want to risk me puking around Imkeda Cheras and driving frantically due to poor health. So he discharged me and rescheduled my test. Which is on May 5th! Weeks and weeks to come! Sheesh for sure lah I'll be forgetting how to drive by then. And for sure lah I've to get extra classes and pay extra for them. I don't mind the payment but I do need to practise before I go for a test. Unless I could find a personal manual car. Who has them? Not my parents :(


Before subuh I vomitted once and upon reaching Imkeda I puked by the side longkangs hehe. Nasib baik I didnt had anything to eat the night before so wasn't much of content to puke off. Haha. So maybe I had to sleep in. For the good of myself and everyone. Cheras to Ukay Perdana isn't near at all. While sitting on the benches I called a certain someone to ease my indigestions. That person's baru bangun tidur voice always sounded cute to me :)


And yeay!! Ayah reactivated my former problematic number. All he needed to do was call the Maxis centre anyways. I thought I had to wait for Maxis to send me a new SIM card. Now it's back on service :)


Slept the whole morning after swallowing Panadol tablets and cough tablets. Woke up at noon and took a bath cause it was scorching hot and my body was heating up. After Zohor prayers I watched tv with Lutfil, who was also sick and feverish then both of us fell asleep some more. By asar I had to wake up to perform my prayers and so I spent time with Kakngah revising maths. It has been quite a while for me to be facing academical stuff haha :D


By the time for dinner, I was famished cause I havent ate today but the most I could go is just a plate though. I still feel obnoxious and my stomach feels lousy. Ughh. I hope to get a good night's sleep tonight and an end of a day without crying or pissing off on someone. But today we both have got on good terms. You'd never know ;)

Sunday. Sports Day. Mummy's Birthday.

It's a Sunday and we all woke up early to put make up on Teeya and dress her with  the cute pink kimono Maksu rented out for her at Sri Hartamas yesterday. She's her sports' house mascot with the theme Japanese cultured team. The members of the march pass dressed up like Naruto characters and one of them I recognised looked like Sasuke. The blue house presented their mascot looking like an actual Avatar. The red house had two mascots of an all-black and an all-white dressed phantoms. They danced to the hit "Beat It" by Micheal Jackson which was really cool, considering they did the moon walk,white gloves,hat tricks and stuff. The yellow house had a little boy reciting the azan, cause their house were named after the Muslim warrior, Bilal bin Rabah.


It's Setiabudi's Sports Day at IIUM's stadium. It was really an annoying day actually cause the standards of a normal daily high school sports day isn't comparable to my school's sports day. The teachers who were emcees run commentaries more like deejays to me! Nothing seems formal that day and even the march passes were primary-school-like. The formation were routines,choreographies or merely dances instead of...formations.


Kakngah marched in the uniform unit team where she represented the Police Cadets. She was the only girl :) Nurin was an avatar and we were the supportive picture/video-taking on-lookers at the grand stand, along with other parents. Ayah was actively and willingly taking pictures,recording videos and getting drinks from the vendors outside. He was just excited to be part of it after 5 years not being able too :) I was feeling drowsy and heating up but I just gotta see what my sisters were training their asses off and I wanted to watch Teeya competing on the track. I thought I was the only one feeling unfit, until Lutfil threw up. There and then. *ughhh*


So Teeya took part in 4x100m, 4x400m and 400m. Her team lost in 4x100m and she got fourth place in 400m. She could've gotten a silver medal in 4x400m but the last runner dropped the baton and made them disqualify. She was the third runner. I had a vanilla ice-blended and a few drinks before but didn't eat. Hung out with Salina and Uzayr. He's sooo much skinnier now. Jealousyyy :( 


We bought a little cake for Mummy's birthday and lit up candles. She blew them then we all showered and took naps the rest of the evening.


I woke up feeling dizzy and perspirating like a pig. Then I knew. A fever is coming up :(


P/s. I have pictures, lots of 'em, but I have this lazy syndrom which disables me to do so. Will do in the future insya Allah ;)

Fourth Driving Class.

So yeahhh. I added an extra two-hour-class cause I wasn't confident with my road driving since the last class. At least I'd be confident to go to Cheras this Monday and go for test this Wednesday. I can't wait to get my P! :D


I'm really proud of my Bukit, 3 Point Turn and Parking attainment. So after half an hour in the compound, we head off outside on the roads. I did well at first until I come at turns and bukits. Especially bukits. Even my damn clutch-controlling is fucked up. I don't know why the hell is my left feet failing me. I'm picking up well on changing gears,signals and steer possession, but still I'd rather not go for a test with this kind of progress. I see a RETEST instead !


Two hours felt like half a day for me. 'Twas fun though to drive around Melawati area where there were many cars then I had stopped for Pakcik to buy nasi ayam for lunch. On the way back, we came across Ayah who was going to pick me up. Haha.

Later that day, my aunts,uncles and cussies came over for tea and badminton. Some douchebag thieves smashed Maksyak's car window to grab their bags inside. They may thought that the big black bags contain valuables and a computer maybe, padahal ada pampers,bottle milk ingredients,clothes,towels and telekung. Useless creatures who does useless crimes gets useless stuff. They'd be damned.


We all slept early that night due to energy charging for next day. As it struck 12midnight,we all went into Mummy's room and sang Happy Birthday :)

Third Driving Class.

Aaarrggghhh first time on the road had me freaking out gila! I went blank in a sudden, when I had problems with the gears,clutch,signal and the whole shit! Lawak gile kot. Pakcik says, "Ni kenapa ni Amalina? Blank dah? Jangan biar nervous kamu atasi keyakinan kamu tuuu.."


So after 15minutes barulah I get the hang of switching gears,giving signals and stuff. One thing I was fast at picking up is when I reach a road bumper. Switch 2nd gear,hit the brakes and accelerate upon reaching the other side of bump. Pass. *pheww*


Anyways, dekat nak balik my driving tiba tiba smooth je cause maybe taktahan the pressure and nak balik! Mummy picked me up and she treats me lunch. Cendol, my kegilaan these days, too ! Splendid :) Had a semi-serious talk over lunch. About guys,college,*psst* marriage . . . And yeah, AzwAzhr was in the conversation too. She was asking about him and his family. Discussed about the lunch his mum and I are to plan too. Maybe I'd drive to Kelana Jaya, tapi tarak tahu jalan. Thank God for Google Map, or even much easier, LRT :D


So this was my third class. Saturday ni I have class lagi. Will post 'em later :)

Happy Gay Song : My Favourite Things :D

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens

Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens

Brown paper packages tied up with strings

These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels

Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles

Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings

These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes

Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes

Silver white winters that melt into springs

These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites

When the bee stings

When I'm feeling sad

I simply remember my favorite things

And then I don't feel so bad

Second Driving Class :D

The next two hours of lesson was supposed to be the "jalanraya" lesson. But instead I learnt the Parking lesson. Haha. Provided with formula and was driving alone, since Pakcik says it's okay and I can drive by myself. I went rounds in the course. Bukit, parking, 3 point turn. Bukit, parking, 3 point turn. Over and over. The tiang thingy fell twice while I was parking the car hehe. The reverse part is quite hard for me to adjust. But I'll try harder :)


One of the remarks I get today is . . 

Haaa. Tengok tu dah boleh dah bukit. Practise banyak lagi, Amalina.

Angkat clutch sikit lagi dek.. *then slides down the bukit hehe*

Ini Viva,Amalina. Besar sikit dari Kancil. Kamu kena ikut formula Viva. Tapi nanti test pakai kereta Kancil. *how confusing-.- *

Oi, dek! Lajunya bawak..Tak payahla ramp sgt minyak tuu..

*hehe sorry :D*

"Asal susah sgt nak turunkan handbrake neh??" "Kalau susah guna dua tgn, Amalina.."

*hishhh -.-' *

"E'eh, Irisyah lah! Dia belajar dgn Pakcik ke?" "Yea. Kenal ke?" "Hm sebaya. Dia debater Seseri."

So that's all this time. More posts on more lessons to come ! xoxo.

First Driving Class :D

I was freaking nervous before my class. It was suppose to start at 10am to 12noon but when I reach there, I was 10 minutes earlier. And Pakcik Radzi (who insist being called Pakcik instead of Cikgu) was already waiting! Then when he saw me, he stood up and say...

Amalina, yea?

Yea, Pakcik :)

Kamu datang untuk kelas ke?

Err. Yelah . *duhh*

Laaa... Kamu tak dapat sms pakcik ke semalam? Penat Pakcik try call.

Tak dapat dapat.

Oh yeke? Henpon saye ni problem sikit pakcik. Sorry. Kenapa pakcik?

Macam ni, pagi ni pakcik ada hal sikit. Kelas tunda pukul 2 sampai 4 nanti.

Takpe ke?

Oh yekeeeee... Hm. Okay okay.

Pergi panggil and kejar mak kamu cepat.

Okay okay jumpa petang ni pakcik. Assalamualaikum.

Waalaikumsalam..

And so I tagged along with Mummy to Jalan TAR to find a few stuff and run a few errands. Picked Lutfil up from school by 1pm and had lunch. I was already at the IMKEDA front office by 1.30pm. After settling the payments, I had to fill a form given by Pakcik Radzi. And then someone came to sit to the counter next to mine. He happens to be a kinda cute guy. And so we conversed...

Err. Hye. Pinjam pen boleh?

Hm. Nah. *handing him the pen without eye contact*

Thanks. Awak datang for class ke?

Yeah.

Oh. Dah berapa jam dah?

My first two hours. Awak?

My second two hour class. Your class starts at...?

2. You?

Same here. Thanks for the pen, Amalina :)

Sure. Welcome. *buat muka pelik of him knowing my name*

*nampak sgt usha the form I was filling in*

And so our classes started macam biasa. So okay I did catch a few glances on him while driving tapi terrr lah. I was looking his way and he was on mine. Masa nak buat 3 Point Turn bertembung with his car then we laughed. Our teachers pelik je.

Kenal ke?

Takdelah, Pakcik. Tah sape sape tah tu.

Okay ape...;)

Eeeii.....

*I dunt even know his name*

Hahaha sporting Pakcik :) He taught me Bukit and 3point Turn well! And he gave motivation while driving too. About driving, about life. There's so many inspirational people around me :)

I'm kinda confused with the part masa you're at the top bukit part. My left and right leg gets confused of its roles. Instead of ramping the accelarators I ramped the clutch, mana tak undur bhahaha :D But I got the hang of it at the end of the class :) Tak tahu lah how it goes next time I drive. Ya Allah I hope I dont forget ! Next class Pakcik says would be on jalanraya. Mak aih nervous oh :)

A handful of more hours to go. Wish me luck :D

Current newsfeed II !

whatsonmymind;

• How do I ask Ayah about my number?
• Why is it raining too much? I need to dry the clothes :(
• Patrick Dempsey - Mr. McDreamy :D
• Why is Lutfil so annoying today?

scruffydilemmas;

• I need to change my number to prepaid so that I get every right to keep my number..
• Is he still mad at me?
• Hmm. MMU or IIU ? I hope I get both offers though, then istikharah :)
• Edward or Jacob?? HAHAHA :D

kempunanofthese;

• tapai with ice cream 
• Famous Amos cookies!
• Rotiboy :)
• murtabak maggi.. it's been a while that I get to eat these at school! :D

whattodo;

• Lipat baju *sigh*
• Attend driving class..what to wear? -.-'
• Fill in UPU form
• Jaga hati boyfie
• Cut my nails
• Call grandparents *cucu sulung mithali ;)*
• Get my number back :(

shorttermmission;

• Please and maintain the peace with parents
• Finish up my current book, Queen of Babble by Meg Cabot, ASAP.
• Train myself to superior time management. I need an MPP haha :)
• Save money for now ..

notsolongtermmission;

• Start reading Dear John by Nicholas Sparks by next week.
• Find and survey for a job
• Excel in driving
• College acceptance
• Last date before college with long distance boyfriend. I hope.

longtermmission;

• Dean's List
• Driving license
• Happily engaged with my boyfriend hehe :p
• Free from entrapment in own house and enjoy college life :)

Go rock them HARD :)

WOW. Three months really did flew.

One of my besties is now off to college.

HELP University on Foundation of Science.

Atta girl :)

HAPPY FIRST DAY!

Go rock 'em and tell them you've arrived ;D

A Step There.

Cyberjaya.

Multi Media University. Open Day. Foundation of Law. Mrs. Madhubala. Trimesters. Malacca. Foundation of Law again. 

Oh too many to digest for the time being.

I asked on the things I wanted to know but most of the talk and exhibition is very informative, besides that I've read most of them on the web. However. My parents asked every possible thing they could even much more than the one applying! HAHA. Tak kesahlah. It's their investment anyways :D

Tomorrow I'm filling up the forms and requirement follow ups and will send 'em by hand with Mummy. Fingers crossed :)

TONIGHT ! Go Liverpool :D Beat MU asses hahahaha :P

Dumbfounded.

Last night I asked for my parents' permission to go motorbike back-riding with my boyfie starting 12midnight and I promise I'll be back by dawn. I was astonished they said NO. Aren't you??


No. That wasn't at all of what I asked them.


Last night I asked for my parents' permission to accompany Amirah Mohd Nor buy stationeries for college she's attending soon,only us both, and I'll be back by lunch. Now aren't you astonished they said no?


I still don't get them and they probably don't get me. It has been eighteen years,for crying out loud. My phone's has been cut off by the way. Just because I decided to teman a good friend for brunch and shopping,who is a girl, not even a guy. Wtf is going on??


They're totally paranoid by the idea of how wrong they could go on bringing up children in KL. We could not be that spoiled nor shouldn't you control us that much so we could be total goody-two-shoes. We wouldn't always turn out the way you make us to but you always can lead us to. I'm not a great daughter myself. I admit that I act my part poorly as a student during high school but now I'm out, let me mould myself into my after-school character rather than being stuck to high school rules! Bertempat lahhhh. I'm 18 kot.


Dahlah, wtv.


So Mayo and I spent an hour in the car being sesat looking for One Utama from my house. Lawak gila :)
When we reach there, we head to Waffle World and had brunch. Then we walked around and window shopped until Mayo called Syahirah Fendy for suggestions. Finally, Mayo got herself a Topman college bag and three pairs of Rubi slip-ins at Cotton on and I got two pairs myself :) Eh that Chinese cashier at Cotton On is really exaggeratively friendly and at max customer service. Like professional high class cashier. Kan Mayo? HAHA. Tapi betuuull...


Then the next half an hour we got to Wondermilk and I got a box of cupcakes for Salina's seventeenth birthday today. It is also by then I realised that my phone's not working and it says 'Inactive SIM'. What the crap is that? Called maxis with Mayo's BB and the ever helpful conlsultants told me to refer to the mainline owner regarding this; MY DAD. *disgusted rant*


I'm so sorry Mayo for the mood swings I was in that day. I really am glad to accompany you and you have no reason to feel guilty cause it has nothing to fault you with. I'm sorry you had to drive all the way in Ampang and handle what I'm entitled with. I bet you're as confused as I am. Thanks for your support and understanding eventhough you could've left me and care less. But you didn't. At least you're the true friend of the day and every other day besides than you-know-who which ruined my day and AzwAzhr's day. Bitch.


ANYWAYS, now I have to go through days without my phone AND a moody boyfie that has less trust on me. *sigh* I lost him when I needed him most :( Yet I am ever so lucky to be granted great supportive girlfriends :) I love you all xoxo.

Official Downgrade :(

I have been totally depressed these few days after I got my results. It was an embarassing and devastating one. My parents are so dissapointed with me that they haven't talked to me up till today. I don't know what to do or what to say or how to react. I made the right choice to take my results at school with Amirah Mohd Nor and her parents instead going with mine. Both my parents got to know through a phone call and never spoke directly to me ever since. I hung out with AzwAzhr's mum and Mayo's bunch a lot, which made me contain myself long enough before I burst out crying and wailing. I almost lost it when I texted my aunts and uncles at Mayo's but I was too embarassed towards her so I held my tears and shrieks back. I wasn't sad, I was grieving.


Why do I have the urge to cry? Regret? I don't know, well, I don't think so. Cause it was my own doing and I have kind of prepared and expected it. During exam, I knew that I wasn't fully prepared and what I have with me ain't enough. After exam, I knew that my answers don't fulfill A+ requirements and I had done too much sins that leads them more astray than big scores. I'm very sure it all took effect cause I believe in karma.


However, I didn't cry that night. I cried a bit in the shower but I stopped myself. I have to thank Mayo and her mum for giving me this unknown strength. However blurr I had been while Aunty Nonie told me about how life is disregarding grades, I still get the hold of her effort to calm me down and enlighten me. I highly appreciate her trial but somehow it worked. Mayo and her texted me as well as Ilani who called me the night of, telling me how I should be strong and how a few A's isn't a big deal. I know these people love me and God knows how I love them back. My dad was freaking upset and he was letting it out towards Lutfil. I feel guilty yet I can do nothing. He came in my room before he went to bed and saw me moping.

Kaklong dapat 3A je eh?

Yeah. I'm sorry :(

Ala takpe, jangan sedih sedih.

*hugs me*

Thanks, Lutfil... :')

*teary smile*

Ayah marah marah Lutfil eh?

Ala janganlah tanya. Lutfil malas nak cerita.

Okay. Good night Kaklong gemuk..

*walks out of the room*

Okay good night Lutfil keding..

*bury my head in my pillow and cry*

I have so many supportive people around me, I can't bare to be more sad than I am. I try to forget yet it still lingers in my mind. So I get to bed. The next day,which was a Friday, it felt the same. Even worse, I cried while reciting doa after Subuh prayer. I slept the whole morning and got lots of miss calls and texts from aunts, uncles, boyfriend and girlfriends. Most were about consoling me on my official downgrade and a few friends asked me out to PWTC for an edufair. I replied Mayo's and AzwAzhr's only. Nobody woke me up and no one asked me to eat so I ended up staying in bed the whole day until I realised that I pity my physical that needs bathing. So I did. Had dinner cause I was starving and logged in Facebook and Twitter hesitantly. No, I didn't reply those asking on my results and yeah, I wasn't bothered to blog. I was still grieving.

Today felt brand new and partially energised. I used the mood and the absence of my parents towards a productive one. The next thing I know, I got a mop in my hands and I've already done the living room,dining room, dry and wet kitchen. I just had to move my bum for a bit. Washed the porch floors and did the laundry. As I'm writing this, I'm soaking wet due to rain-playing 10 minutes ago. I AM NOT JOKING. Post depression can be scary yet rejuvenating. I feel hyped, thanks to those who never let me down with my own thoughts. I love you guys.

By the way, I got caught with Ayah just now. I was laughing and dancing. When he saw me, his jaw dropped and I could only say "O'ohh" and smile. He can't help laughing himself and I saw it in his face that he knows it was kinda fun :D He walked away saying nothing.. *pheww*

Conclusion? I am now a new Mell. And I've improvement and a broken pride to fix. On my way, guys.. On my way :)

xoxo.

Current newsfeed !

whatsonmymind:

• need to get baju kurung for Results' Day
• think of a dish or any item to bring for pot luck
• please be quick, Thursday. Waiting for you is excruciating :(
• the Motherf is constantly contacting me when obviously I was hurt of his doing last time.
• why are you so confusingly complicated, bie? *sigh*

scruffydilemmas:

• Wan wants to get her results with me. I'd love to, but I still have reluctance on the surface.
• so how do I face my mentors,teachers,friends,juniors and most painfully my parents and family, if I disappoints their expectation? ;(
• if everyone claims to prepare for the worst, I just have the feeling that I'd be the odd one worse from the worst :(
• his mother wants me to call, but for sure she would want to talk about Results' Day which I'm ashamed of. on the contrary, if I dont, then she'll think I'm a snob. damn.

kempunanofthese:

• tiba tiba teringat Laksa Teluk Kuchai all the way in Kuala Kedah !
• teringin to try cendol pulut that Mayo had a few days back ;)
• craving for Japanese delights! sushi,California rolls,dim sum..... :P
• McD's vanilla ice cream sundae cone -.-?

**more to come. . to be continued ;P