Sunday, April 4, 2010

Sunday. Sports Day. Mummy's Birthday.


It's a Sunday and we all woke up early to put make up on Teeya and dress her with  the cute pink kimono Maksu rented out for her at Sri Hartamas yesterday. She's her sports' house mascot with the theme Japanese cultured team. The members of the march pass dressed up like Naruto characters and one of them I recognised looked like Sasuke. The blue house presented their mascot looking like an actual Avatar. The red house had two mascots of an all-black and an all-white dressed phantoms. They danced to the hit "Beat It" by Micheal Jackson which was really cool, considering they did the moon walk,white gloves,hat tricks and stuff. The yellow house had a little boy reciting the azan, cause their house were named after the Muslim warrior, Bilal bin Rabah.


It's Setiabudi's Sports Day at IIUM's stadium. It was really an annoying day actually cause the standards of a normal daily high school sports day isn't comparable to my school's sports day. The teachers who were emcees run commentaries more like deejays to me! Nothing seems formal that day and even the march passes were primary-school-like. The formation were routines,choreographies or merely dances instead of...formations.


Kakngah marched in the uniform unit team where she represented the Police Cadets. She was the only girl :) Nurin was an avatar and we were the supportive picture/video-taking on-lookers at the grand stand, along with other parents. Ayah was actively and willingly taking pictures,recording videos and getting drinks from the vendors outside. He was just excited to be part of it after 5 years not being able too :) I was feeling drowsy and heating up but I just gotta see what my sisters were training their asses off and I wanted to watch Teeya competing on the track. I thought I was the only one feeling unfit, until Lutfil threw up. There and then. *ughhh*


So Teeya took part in 4x100m, 4x400m and 400m. Her team lost in 4x100m and she got fourth place in 400m. She could've gotten a silver medal in 4x400m but the last runner dropped the baton and made them disqualify. She was the third runner. I had a vanilla ice-blended and a few drinks before but didn't eat. Hung out with Salina and Uzayr. He's sooo much skinnier now. Jealousyyy :( 


We bought a little cake for Mummy's birthday and lit up candles. She blew them then we all showered and took naps the rest of the evening.


I woke up feeling dizzy and perspirating like a pig. Then I knew. A fever is coming up :(


P/s. I have pictures, lots of 'em, but I have this lazy syndrom which disables me to do so. Will do in the future insya Allah ;)

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Fourth Driving Class.


So yeahhh. I added an extra two-hour-class cause I wasn't confident with my road driving since the last class. At least I'd be confident to go to Cheras this Monday and go for test this Wednesday. I can't wait to get my P! :D


I'm really proud of my Bukit, 3 Point Turn and Parking attainment. So after half an hour in the compound, we head off outside on the roads. I did well at first until I come at turns and bukits. Especially bukits. Even my damn clutch-controlling is fucked up. I don't know why the hell is my left feet failing me. I'm picking up well on changing gears,signals and steer possession, but still I'd rather not go for a test with this kind of progress. I see a RETEST instead !


Two hours felt like half a day for me. 'Twas fun though to drive around Melawati area where there were many cars then I had stopped for Pakcik to buy nasi ayam for lunch. On the way back, we came across Ayah who was going to pick me up. Haha.





Later that day, my aunts,uncles and cussies came over for tea and badminton. Some douchebag thieves smashed Maksyak's car window to grab their bags inside. They may thought that the big black bags contain valuables and a computer maybe, padahal ada pampers,bottle milk ingredients,clothes,towels and telekung. Useless creatures who does useless crimes gets useless stuff. They'd be damned.


We all slept early that night due to energy charging for next day. As it struck 12midnight,we all went into Mummy's room and sang Happy Birthday :)

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Third Driving Class.



Aaarrggghhh first time on the road had me freaking out gila! I went blank in a sudden, when I had problems with the gears,clutch,signal and the whole shit! Lawak gile kot. Pakcik says, "Ni kenapa ni Amalina? Blank dah? Jangan biar nervous kamu atasi keyakinan kamu tuuu.."


So after 15minutes barulah I get the hang of switching gears,giving signals and stuff. One thing I was fast at picking up is when I reach a road bumper. Switch 2nd gear,hit the brakes and accelerate upon reaching the other side of bump. Pass. *pheww*


Anyways, dekat nak balik my driving tiba tiba smooth je cause maybe taktahan the pressure and nak balik! Mummy picked me up and she treats me lunch. Cendol, my kegilaan these days, too ! Splendid :) Had a semi-serious talk over lunch. About guys,college,*psst* marriage . . . And yeah, AzwAzhr was in the conversation too. She was asking about him and his family. Discussed about the lunch his mum and I are to plan too. Maybe I'd drive to Kelana Jaya, tapi tarak tahu jalan. Thank God for Google Map, or even much easier, LRT :D


So this was my third class. Saturday ni I have class lagi. Will post 'em later :)

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Happy Gay Song : My Favourite Things :D


Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens

Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens

Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

Second Driving Class :D



The next two hours of lesson was supposed to be the "jalanraya" lesson. But instead I learnt the Parking lesson. Haha. Provided with formula and was driving alone, since Pakcik says it's okay and I can drive by myself. I went rounds in the course. Bukit, parking, 3 point turn. Bukit, parking, 3 point turn. Over and over. The tiang thingy fell twice while I was parking the car hehe. The reverse part is quite hard for me to adjust. But I'll try harder :)


One of the remarks I get today is . . 


Haaa. Tengok tu dah boleh dah bukit. Practise banyak lagi, Amalina.

Angkat clutch sikit lagi dek.. *then slides down the bukit hehe*

Ini Viva,Amalina. Besar sikit dari Kancil. Kamu kena ikut formula Viva. Tapi nanti test pakai kereta Kancil. *how confusing-.- *

Oi, dek! Lajunya bawak..Tak payahla ramp sgt minyak tuu..
*hehe sorry :D*

"Asal susah sgt nak turunkan handbrake neh??" "Kalau susah guna dua tgn, Amalina.."
*hishhh -.-' *

"E'eh, Irisyah lah! Dia belajar dgn Pakcik ke?" "Yea. Kenal ke?" "Hm sebaya. Dia debater Seseri."

So that's all this time. More posts on more lessons to come ! xoxo.


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

First Driving Class :D



I was freaking nervous before my class. It was suppose to start at 10am to 12noon but when I reach there, I was 10 minutes earlier. And Pakcik Radzi (who insist being called Pakcik instead of Cikgu) was already waiting! Then when he saw me, he stood up and say...


Amalina, yea?
Yea, Pakcik :)
Kamu datang untuk kelas ke?
Err. Yelah . *duhh*
Laaa... Kamu tak dapat sms pakcik ke semalam? Penat Pakcik try call.
Tak dapat dapat.
Oh yeke? Henpon saye ni problem sikit pakcik. Sorry. Kenapa pakcik?
Macam ni, pagi ni pakcik ada hal sikit. Kelas tunda pukul 2 sampai 4 nanti.
Takpe ke?
Oh yekeeeee... Hm. Okay okay.
Pergi panggil and kejar mak kamu cepat.
Okay okay jumpa petang ni pakcik. Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam..

And so I tagged along with Mummy to Jalan TAR to find a few stuff and run a few errands. Picked Lutfil up from school by 1pm and had lunch. I was already at the IMKEDA front office by 1.30pm. After settling the payments, I had to fill a form given by Pakcik Radzi. And then someone came to sit to the counter next to mine. He happens to be a kinda cute guy. And so we conversed...

Err. Hye. Pinjam pen boleh?
Hm. Nah. *handing him the pen without eye contact*
Thanks. Awak datang for class ke?
Yeah.
Oh. Dah berapa jam dah?
My first two hours. Awak?
My second two hour class. Your class starts at...?
2. You?
Same here. Thanks for the pen, Amalina :)
Sure. Welcome. *buat muka pelik of him knowing my name*
*nampak sgt usha the form I was filling in*

And so our classes started macam biasa. So okay I did catch a few glances on him while driving tapi terrr lah. I was looking his way and he was on mine. Masa nak buat 3 Point Turn bertembung with his car then we laughed. Our teachers pelik je.

Kenal ke?
Takdelah, Pakcik. Tah sape sape tah tu.
Okay ape...;)
Eeeii.....
*I dunt even know his name*

Hahaha sporting Pakcik :) He taught me Bukit and 3point Turn well! And he gave motivation while driving too. About driving, about life. There's so many inspirational people around me :)

I'm kinda confused with the part masa you're at the top bukit part. My left and right leg gets confused of its roles. Instead of ramping the accelarators I ramped the clutch, mana tak undur bhahaha :D But I got the hang of it at the end of the class :) Tak tahu lah how it goes next time I drive. Ya Allah I hope I dont forget ! Next class Pakcik says would be on jalanraya. Mak aih nervous oh :)

A handful of more hours to go. Wish me luck :D

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Current newsfeed II !


whatsonmymind;

  • How do I ask Ayah about my number?
  • Why is it raining too much? I need to dry the clothes :(
  • Patrick Dempsey - Mr. McDreamy :D
  • Why is Lutfil so annoying today?

scruffydilemmas;

  • I need to change my number to prepaid so that I get every right to keep my number..
  • Is he still mad at me?
  • Hmm. MMU or IIU ? I hope I get both offers though, then istikharah :)
  • Edward or Jacob?? HAHAHA :D

kempunanofthese;

  • tapai with ice cream 
  • Famous Amos cookies!
  • Rotiboy :)
  • murtabak maggi.. it's been a while that I get to eat these at school! :D

whattodo;

  • Lipat baju *sigh*
  • Attend driving class..what to wear? -.-'
  • Fill in UPU form
  • Jaga hati boyfie
  • Cut my nails
  • Call grandparents *cucu sulung mithali ;)*
  • Get my number back :(

shorttermmission;

  • Please and maintain the peace with parents
  • Finish up my current book, Queen of Babble by Meg Cabot, ASAP.
  • Train myself to superior time management. I need an MPP haha :)
  • Save money for now ..

notsolongtermmission;

  • Start reading Dear John by Nicholas Sparks by next week.
  • Find and survey for a job
  • Excel in driving
  • College acceptance
  • Last date before college with long distance boyfriend. I hope.

longtermmission;

  • Dean's List
  • Driving license
  • Happily engaged with my boyfriend hehe :p
  • Free from entrapment in own house and enjoy college life :)

Monday, March 22, 2010

Go rock them HARD :)


WOW. Three months really did flew.
One of my besties is now off to college.
HELP University on Foundation of Science.
Atta girl :)


HAPPY FIRST DAY!
Go rock 'em and tell them you've arrived ;D

Sunday, March 21, 2010

A Step There.


Cyberjaya.

Multi Media University. Open Day. Foundation of Law. Mrs. Madhubala. Trimesters. Malacca. Foundation of Law again. 

Oh too many to digest for the time being.

I asked on the things I wanted to know but most of the talk and exhibition is very informative, besides that I've read most of them on the web. However. My parents asked every possible thing they could even much more than the one applying! HAHA. Tak kesahlah. It's their investment anyways :D

Tomorrow I'm filling up the forms and requirement follow ups and will send 'em by hand with Mummy. Fingers crossed :)


TONIGHT ! Go Liverpool :D Beat MU asses hahahaha :P

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Dumbfounded.



Last night I asked for my parents' permission to go motorbike back-riding with my boyfie starting 12midnight and I promise I'll be back by dawn. I was astonished they said NO. Aren't you??


No. That wasn't at all of what I asked them.


Last night I asked for my parents' permission to accompany Amirah Mohd Nor buy stationeries for college she's attending soon,only us both, and I'll be back by lunch. Now aren't you astonished they said no?


I still don't get them and they probably don't get me. It has been eighteen years,for crying out loud. My phone's has been cut off by the way. Just because I decided to teman a good friend for brunch and shopping,who is a girl, not even a guy. Wtf is going on??


They're totally paranoid by the idea of how wrong they could go on bringing up children in KL. We could not be that spoiled nor shouldn't you control us that much so we could be total goody-two-shoes. We wouldn't always turn out the way you make us to but you always can lead us to. I'm not a great daughter myself. I admit that I act my part poorly as a student during high school but now I'm out, let me mould myself into my after-school character rather than being stuck to high school rules! Bertempat lahhhh. I'm 18 kot.


Dahlah, wtv.


So Mayo and I spent an hour in the car being sesat looking for One Utama from my house. Lawak gila :)
When we reach there, we head to Waffle World and had brunch. Then we walked around and window shopped until Mayo called Syahirah Fendy for suggestions. Finally, Mayo got herself a Topman college bag and three pairs of Rubi slip-ins at Cotton on and I got two pairs myself :) Eh that Chinese cashier at Cotton On is really exaggeratively friendly and at max customer service. Like professional high class cashier. Kan Mayo? HAHA. Tapi betuuull...


Then the next half an hour we got to Wondermilk and I got a box of cupcakes for Salina's seventeenth birthday today. It is also by then I realised that my phone's not working and it says 'Inactive SIM'. What the crap is that? Called maxis with Mayo's BB and the ever helpful conlsultants told me to refer to the mainline owner regarding this; MY DAD. *disgusted rant*


I'm so sorry Mayo for the mood swings I was in that day. I really am glad to accompany you and you have no reason to feel guilty cause it has nothing to fault you with. I'm sorry you had to drive all the way in Ampang and handle what I'm entitled with. I bet you're as confused as I am. Thanks for your support and understanding eventhough you could've left me and care less. But you didn't. At least you're the true friend of the day and every other day besides than you-know-who which ruined my day and AzwAzhr's day. Bitch.


ANYWAYS, now I have to go through days without my phone AND a moody boyfie that has less trust on me. *sigh* I lost him when I needed him most :( Yet I am ever so lucky to be granted great supportive girlfriends :) I love you all xoxo.



Sunday, March 14, 2010

Official Downgrade :(





I have been totally depressed these few days after I got my results. It was an embarassing and devastating one. My parents are so dissapointed with me that they haven't talked to me up till today. I don't know what to do or what to say or how to react. I made the right choice to take my results at school with Amirah Mohd Nor and her parents instead going with mine. Both my parents got to know through a phone call and never spoke directly to me ever since. I hung out with AzwAzhr's mum and Mayo's bunch a lot, which made me contain myself long enough before I burst out crying and wailing. I almost lost it when I texted my aunts and uncles at Mayo's but I was too embarassed towards her so I held my tears and shrieks back. I wasn't sad, I was grieving.


Why do I have the urge to cry? Regret? I don't know, well, I don't think so. Cause it was my own doing and I have kind of prepared and expected it. During exam, I knew that I wasn't fully prepared and what I have with me ain't enough. After exam, I knew that my answers don't fulfill A+ requirements and I had done too much sins that leads them more astray than big scores. I'm very sure it all took effect cause I believe in karma.


However, I didn't cry that night. I cried a bit in the shower but I stopped myself. I have to thank Mayo and her mum for giving me this unknown strength. However blurr I had been while Aunty Nonie told me about how life is disregarding grades, I still get the hold of her effort to calm me down and enlighten me. I highly appreciate her trial but somehow it worked. Mayo and her texted me as well as Ilani who called me the night of, telling me how I should be strong and how a few A's isn't a big deal. I know these people love me and God knows how I love them back. My dad was freaking upset and he was letting it out towards Lutfil. I feel guilty yet I can do nothing. He came in my room before he went to bed and saw me moping.


Kaklong dapat 3A je eh?

Yeah. I'm sorry :(

Ala takpe, jangan sedih sedih.
*hugs me*

Thanks, Lutfil... :')
*teary smile*
Ayah marah marah Lutfil eh?

Ala janganlah tanya. Lutfil malas nak cerita.
Okay. Good night Kaklong gemuk..
*walks out of the room*

Okay good night Lutfil keding..
*bury my head in my pillow and cry*

I have so many supportive people around me, I can't bare to be more sad than I am. I try to forget yet it still lingers in my mind. So I get to bed. The next day,which was a Friday, it felt the same. Even worse, I cried while reciting doa after Subuh prayer. I slept the whole morning and got lots of miss calls and texts from aunts, uncles, boyfriend and girlfriends. Most were about consoling me on my official downgrade and a few friends asked me out to PWTC for an edufair. I replied Mayo's and AzwAzhr's only. Nobody woke me up and no one asked me to eat so I ended up staying in bed the whole day until I realised that I pity my physical that needs bathing. So I did. Had dinner cause I was starving and logged in Facebook and Twitter hesitantly. No, I didn't reply those asking on my results and yeah, I wasn't bothered to blog. I was still grieving.

Today felt brand new and partially energised. I used the mood and the absence of my parents towards a productive one. The next thing I know, I got a mop in my hands and I've already done the living room,dining room, dry and wet kitchen. I just had to move my bum for a bit. Washed the porch floors and did the laundry. As I'm writing this, I'm soaking wet due to rain-playing 10 minutes ago. I AM NOT JOKING. Post depression can be scary yet rejuvenating. I feel hyped, thanks to those who never let me down with my own thoughts. I love you guys.

By the way, I got caught with Ayah just now. I was laughing and dancing. When he saw me, his jaw dropped and I could only say "O'ohh" and smile. He can't help laughing himself and I saw it in his face that he knows it was kinda fun :D He walked away saying nothing.. *pheww*

Conclusion? I am now a new Mell. And I've improvement and a broken pride to fix. On my way, guys.. On my way :)

xoxo.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Current newsfeed !

whatsonmymind:
  • need to get baju kurung for Results' Day
  • think of a dish or any item to bring for pot luck
  • please be quick, Thursday. Waiting for you is excruciating :(
  • the Motherf is constantly contacting me when obviously I was hurt of his doing last time.
  • why are you so confusingly complicated, bie? *sigh*
scruffydilemmas:
  • Wan wants to get her results with me. I'd love to, but I still have reluctance on the surface.
  • so how do I face my mentors,teachers,friends,juniors and most painfully my parents and family, if I disappoints their expectation? ;(
  • if everyone claims to prepare for the worst, I just have the feeling that I'd be the odd one worse from the worst :(
  • his mother wants me to call, but for sure she would want to talk about Results' Day which I'm ashamed of. on the contrary, if I dont, then she'll think I'm a snob. damn.
kempunanofthese:
  • tiba tiba teringat Laksa Teluk Kuchai all the way in Kuala Kedah !
  • teringin to try cendol pulut that Mayo had a few days back ;)
  • craving for Japanese delights! sushi,California rolls,dim sum..... :P
  • McD's vanilla ice cream sundae cone -.-?


**more to come. . to be continued ;P

Alice in Wonderland :)

I had a blast yesterday! The best girls' time ever :)


with Ezmil, little air-suam-drinker :)


Met Ezmil Idreen at KL Central early in the morn. Snapped passport photos. Went to KLCC and had latte at Secret Recipe. Joined Amirah Mohd Nor and Aunty Noni then another drink and scones session at Dome. Sent to Times Square by Mayo's Mummy and meet up with Nadia Idzharuddin, Hanni Nadirah, Nazlia Zainul Abidin and Alia Diyana at Starbucks. Waited for Mahfuza Khalid but ended up going in first.




Amirah Mohd Nor, who wore wedges this time ;D                           Hanni Nadirah, the cleavage princess !

Alia Diyana, the flyer taker :)                                                                     Zohor :)

Watched Alice in wonderland on 3D! It was funny and enchanting! Loved Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum :) Went for Zuhr prayers at the surau and head for late lunch. Great laughs we had at Kenny Roger's Roasters. Nadia, I'd love to see that 'terharu' video again! I've to admit, we were the loudest group in there, but we couldn't have contained our happy gay moods anyway. The funniest and kabut-est part would be time bayar when we asked for separate bills. Kesian akak waitress/abg waiter (unsure of gender BHAHA) tu kena settle our payments. It was great to get together with the girls again :D Had to go back then after taking loads of photos cause Ayah's waiting.



Leila and Naddy, pretty both :D                            Paying Mr. Rogers ;)

Went back with Ezmil and arrived KL Central safe and soundly though exhausted. It was raining sheets. Spooktified that Ayah enrages, I bought Gloria Jean's coffee and Fruit Chillers for myself to soften him up. My plan succeeded :)



 with my honey Nazlia, we're duplicated :)

Back home and went online, upload the recent photos then had my bath. Solat and yaasin then fell asleep. Woke up and tried to call a certain someone zillion of times but didnt pickup. Planned to visit Jane with Nazlia and Arif A but uncertain of permission status. Certain someone texts and we fought over the phone cause he thinks I go out too much and obviously he was fumed when he knows Arif A was in the plan. Now I'm all half-hearted to go :(

Monday, March 1, 2010

Intuition



Now I believe in first impressions or any signs of instincts, the hardcore-almost-sure instincts. So when he called that morning, I knew I was in for a ride. His offer turned into a forcing plead,which made me bluntly to accept. Matter of fact, it's just breakfast...until it struck me that I need a backup plan in case it turns out . . . dangerous . I realized this when he rushes me to come quick, as if we were to catch anything instead I agreed only on breakfast.SHIT.


**********************

Then I was walking to a taxi station 20 minutes after Mummy dropped me off cause I was certain that the a**hole is not going to show up. I had thought of crashing at Mayo's that morning just to have girl time thus I'd go with that plan. Met Mummy at Jusco,which is nearby,had lunch and fetched Lutfil from school. Mummy has this function going on so I had to babysit my baby brother. So yeah, I heret-ed him with me to Kampung Baru :)

Upon arrival we watched The Ugly Truth movie Anwar recommended me on Mayo's lappy while eating doughnuts. Now I know what Anwar meant about the movie. Lutfil played Runescape and got Mayo's bionic play-creature removed from her shelf. Hadui. I did tell him to behave, banyak pulak songeh dia. He had sooo many questions on Ginger too. Sorry Mayo that he made your cushions and pillows fly around. He's also awed that you were once a hockey captain. He has this mutual respect for sports he can't contain :) Am very touched that Aunt Noni still remembers my interest on her beriyani recipe. Wish I'd bring ice cream for them both that day but the journey would melt it unfortunately. So I aborted the intention. Oh big thanks to Mayo for lending me a bagful of books haha. It's been ever since I get to read new books and you know how bad I wanted to read Cecelia Ahern's latest! Thank you :)

HAHAHA Lutfil freaked out when we were late and we walked like freaking laju. We were chased by time and major probability of hujan. So when we took the second turn towards the LRT station from Moy's crib, some orang gila was walking too. When we passed him he said, "Hye". I was like, "SHIT". I held my brother close and strongly and clasped my handbag hard. Tiba tiba out of crap my naive brother pergi cakap, "Hye". LUTFIIIILLL!! Sheesh ada ke tegur strangers, Mummy tak ajar ke? My inoccent brother just cakap, "I'm sorry Kaklong, Lutfil taktau. I'm sorry very very much".. The 'very-very-much' part was adorable so I let him be, he didn't know better and he was only thinking of polite courtesy to rakyat Malaysia. Whatever. This is the real world, brother. We made it to Terminal Putra in time :D

I was eerie if Mummy loses her temper and decides to ground us from going out anymore, well, not us, ME. So before I went to the car, I bought corn in cups for her and my sisters. When I got in, my sisters cheered,"Yeay! Kaklong belanjaaa!" So I was off the hook :)

When I got back home, that petang I lepak lepak with Ayah and Lutfil at the side porch where we enjoy the angin sepoi sepoi bahasa before maghrib. Ayah was testing Lutfil with his Al-Fatihah recital and meaning. The Book of Tomorrow was already in my hands.

And I cried before I sleep as usual. You, my dear, never fail to make me cry every night. However you always manage to woo me before the next morning. Maybe that's your charm :) and my weakness :(

But you know what? I  do LOVE YOU. . In every way. . Regardless of every flaw :)


Friday, February 26, 2010

Here I Go Again



Yeah I'm back in study mode. Involvements? A test called IELTS. My parents. And myself. No scheduled courses or class. Just self-study. If you follow my skema version blog, you'll directly see my progress. And it'll wipe out the "huhh?" look you have on your face when you read 'IELTS'.




ALL OVER AGAIN? DEFINITELY IS!
What is? The sheer mind torture! Or single-wordly, STUDYing! You know the situation when you were in school when you wake up in the morning and sigh, cause it's a schoolday? And in between classes you would just grunt and wish that school would be over soon?? That feeling ended when my last Chemistry paper was collected by the invigilator. As I've said on the header, now it's all over again! Only this time without a teacher or an MPP to wake me up. There's my dad, which is surely worse, cause I can't shout at him like I can to MPPs (no offence) and I depend on worksheets,handouts,websites and the Internet to learn stuff rather than simply listening to lectures or ask anything to a teacher. Nama pun self-study -.-


So I've been training myself by reading pages of books as fast as 5minutes per page whilst understanding them thoroughly in prep of reading test. I'm currently listening to the radio more than mp3 songs to understand the spontanious dialogues in prep of listening test. I'm blogging for the prep of writing test. And the best part, I have a reason to talk more on the phone with any of my English-speaking friends in prep of speaking test! Yeay :D


It's not a test of the width of my knowledge or the height of my wisdom, just the test of the competency of my English Language. My ability to read,listen,write and speak in English. Well, is it competent enough to score a band of 7 and above? I don't know. We'll see.


Thanks for those who wishes me luck. Keep on praying and those who haven't, please do. I need your luck :)