First Driving Class :D

I was freaking nervous before my class. It was suppose to start at 10am to 12noon but when I reach there, I was 10 minutes earlier. And Pakcik Radzi (who insist being called Pakcik instead of Cikgu) was already waiting! Then when he saw me, he stood up and say...

Amalina, yea?

Yea, Pakcik :)

Kamu datang untuk kelas ke?

Err. Yelah . *duhh*

Laaa... Kamu tak dapat sms pakcik ke semalam? Penat Pakcik try call.

Tak dapat dapat.

Oh yeke? Henpon saye ni problem sikit pakcik. Sorry. Kenapa pakcik?

Macam ni, pagi ni pakcik ada hal sikit. Kelas tunda pukul 2 sampai 4 nanti.

Takpe ke?

Oh yekeeeee... Hm. Okay okay.

Pergi panggil and kejar mak kamu cepat.

Okay okay jumpa petang ni pakcik. Assalamualaikum.

Waalaikumsalam..

And so I tagged along with Mummy to Jalan TAR to find a few stuff and run a few errands. Picked Lutfil up from school by 1pm and had lunch. I was already at the IMKEDA front office by 1.30pm. After settling the payments, I had to fill a form given by Pakcik Radzi. And then someone came to sit to the counter next to mine. He happens to be a kinda cute guy. And so we conversed...

Err. Hye. Pinjam pen boleh?

Hm. Nah. *handing him the pen without eye contact*

Thanks. Awak datang for class ke?

Yeah.

Oh. Dah berapa jam dah?

My first two hours. Awak?

My second two hour class. Your class starts at...?

2. You?

Same here. Thanks for the pen, Amalina :)

Sure. Welcome. *buat muka pelik of him knowing my name*

*nampak sgt usha the form I was filling in*

And so our classes started macam biasa. So okay I did catch a few glances on him while driving tapi terrr lah. I was looking his way and he was on mine. Masa nak buat 3 Point Turn bertembung with his car then we laughed. Our teachers pelik je.

Kenal ke?

Takdelah, Pakcik. Tah sape sape tah tu.

Okay ape...;)

Eeeii.....

*I dunt even know his name*

Hahaha sporting Pakcik :) He taught me Bukit and 3point Turn well! And he gave motivation while driving too. About driving, about life. There's so many inspirational people around me :)

I'm kinda confused with the part masa you're at the top bukit part. My left and right leg gets confused of its roles. Instead of ramping the accelarators I ramped the clutch, mana tak undur bhahaha :D But I got the hang of it at the end of the class :) Tak tahu lah how it goes next time I drive. Ya Allah I hope I dont forget ! Next class Pakcik says would be on jalanraya. Mak aih nervous oh :)

A handful of more hours to go. Wish me luck :D

Current newsfeed II !

whatsonmymind;

• How do I ask Ayah about my number?
• Why is it raining too much? I need to dry the clothes :(
• Patrick Dempsey - Mr. McDreamy :D
• Why is Lutfil so annoying today?

scruffydilemmas;

• I need to change my number to prepaid so that I get every right to keep my number..
• Is he still mad at me?
• Hmm. MMU or IIU ? I hope I get both offers though, then istikharah :)
• Edward or Jacob?? HAHAHA :D

kempunanofthese;

• tapai with ice cream 
• Famous Amos cookies!
• Rotiboy :)
• murtabak maggi.. it's been a while that I get to eat these at school! :D

whattodo;

• Lipat baju *sigh*
• Attend driving class..what to wear? -.-'
• Fill in UPU form
• Jaga hati boyfie
• Cut my nails
• Call grandparents *cucu sulung mithali ;)*
• Get my number back :(

shorttermmission;

• Please and maintain the peace with parents
• Finish up my current book, Queen of Babble by Meg Cabot, ASAP.
• Train myself to superior time management. I need an MPP haha :)
• Save money for now ..

notsolongtermmission;

• Start reading Dear John by Nicholas Sparks by next week.
• Find and survey for a job
• Excel in driving
• College acceptance
• Last date before college with long distance boyfriend. I hope.

longtermmission;

• Dean's List
• Driving license
• Happily engaged with my boyfriend hehe :p
• Free from entrapment in own house and enjoy college life :)

Go rock them HARD :)

WOW. Three months really did flew.

One of my besties is now off to college.

HELP University on Foundation of Science.

Atta girl :)

HAPPY FIRST DAY!

Go rock 'em and tell them you've arrived ;D

A Step There.

Cyberjaya.

Multi Media University. Open Day. Foundation of Law. Mrs. Madhubala. Trimesters. Malacca. Foundation of Law again. 

Oh too many to digest for the time being.

I asked on the things I wanted to know but most of the talk and exhibition is very informative, besides that I've read most of them on the web. However. My parents asked every possible thing they could even much more than the one applying! HAHA. Tak kesahlah. It's their investment anyways :D

Tomorrow I'm filling up the forms and requirement follow ups and will send 'em by hand with Mummy. Fingers crossed :)

TONIGHT ! Go Liverpool :D Beat MU asses hahahaha :P

Dumbfounded.

Last night I asked for my parents' permission to go motorbike back-riding with my boyfie starting 12midnight and I promise I'll be back by dawn. I was astonished they said NO. Aren't you??


No. That wasn't at all of what I asked them.


Last night I asked for my parents' permission to accompany Amirah Mohd Nor buy stationeries for college she's attending soon,only us both, and I'll be back by lunch. Now aren't you astonished they said no?


I still don't get them and they probably don't get me. It has been eighteen years,for crying out loud. My phone's has been cut off by the way. Just because I decided to teman a good friend for brunch and shopping,who is a girl, not even a guy. Wtf is going on??


They're totally paranoid by the idea of how wrong they could go on bringing up children in KL. We could not be that spoiled nor shouldn't you control us that much so we could be total goody-two-shoes. We wouldn't always turn out the way you make us to but you always can lead us to. I'm not a great daughter myself. I admit that I act my part poorly as a student during high school but now I'm out, let me mould myself into my after-school character rather than being stuck to high school rules! Bertempat lahhhh. I'm 18 kot.


Dahlah, wtv.


So Mayo and I spent an hour in the car being sesat looking for One Utama from my house. Lawak gila :)
When we reach there, we head to Waffle World and had brunch. Then we walked around and window shopped until Mayo called Syahirah Fendy for suggestions. Finally, Mayo got herself a Topman college bag and three pairs of Rubi slip-ins at Cotton on and I got two pairs myself :) Eh that Chinese cashier at Cotton On is really exaggeratively friendly and at max customer service. Like professional high class cashier. Kan Mayo? HAHA. Tapi betuuull...


Then the next half an hour we got to Wondermilk and I got a box of cupcakes for Salina's seventeenth birthday today. It is also by then I realised that my phone's not working and it says 'Inactive SIM'. What the crap is that? Called maxis with Mayo's BB and the ever helpful conlsultants told me to refer to the mainline owner regarding this; MY DAD. *disgusted rant*


I'm so sorry Mayo for the mood swings I was in that day. I really am glad to accompany you and you have no reason to feel guilty cause it has nothing to fault you with. I'm sorry you had to drive all the way in Ampang and handle what I'm entitled with. I bet you're as confused as I am. Thanks for your support and understanding eventhough you could've left me and care less. But you didn't. At least you're the true friend of the day and every other day besides than you-know-who which ruined my day and AzwAzhr's day. Bitch.


ANYWAYS, now I have to go through days without my phone AND a moody boyfie that has less trust on me. *sigh* I lost him when I needed him most :( Yet I am ever so lucky to be granted great supportive girlfriends :) I love you all xoxo.

Official Downgrade :(

I have been totally depressed these few days after I got my results. It was an embarassing and devastating one. My parents are so dissapointed with me that they haven't talked to me up till today. I don't know what to do or what to say or how to react. I made the right choice to take my results at school with Amirah Mohd Nor and her parents instead going with mine. Both my parents got to know through a phone call and never spoke directly to me ever since. I hung out with AzwAzhr's mum and Mayo's bunch a lot, which made me contain myself long enough before I burst out crying and wailing. I almost lost it when I texted my aunts and uncles at Mayo's but I was too embarassed towards her so I held my tears and shrieks back. I wasn't sad, I was grieving.


Why do I have the urge to cry? Regret? I don't know, well, I don't think so. Cause it was my own doing and I have kind of prepared and expected it. During exam, I knew that I wasn't fully prepared and what I have with me ain't enough. After exam, I knew that my answers don't fulfill A+ requirements and I had done too much sins that leads them more astray than big scores. I'm very sure it all took effect cause I believe in karma.


However, I didn't cry that night. I cried a bit in the shower but I stopped myself. I have to thank Mayo and her mum for giving me this unknown strength. However blurr I had been while Aunty Nonie told me about how life is disregarding grades, I still get the hold of her effort to calm me down and enlighten me. I highly appreciate her trial but somehow it worked. Mayo and her texted me as well as Ilani who called me the night of, telling me how I should be strong and how a few A's isn't a big deal. I know these people love me and God knows how I love them back. My dad was freaking upset and he was letting it out towards Lutfil. I feel guilty yet I can do nothing. He came in my room before he went to bed and saw me moping.

Kaklong dapat 3A je eh?

Yeah. I'm sorry :(

Ala takpe, jangan sedih sedih.

*hugs me*

Thanks, Lutfil... :')

*teary smile*

Ayah marah marah Lutfil eh?

Ala janganlah tanya. Lutfil malas nak cerita.

Okay. Good night Kaklong gemuk..

*walks out of the room*

Okay good night Lutfil keding..

*bury my head in my pillow and cry*

I have so many supportive people around me, I can't bare to be more sad than I am. I try to forget yet it still lingers in my mind. So I get to bed. The next day,which was a Friday, it felt the same. Even worse, I cried while reciting doa after Subuh prayer. I slept the whole morning and got lots of miss calls and texts from aunts, uncles, boyfriend and girlfriends. Most were about consoling me on my official downgrade and a few friends asked me out to PWTC for an edufair. I replied Mayo's and AzwAzhr's only. Nobody woke me up and no one asked me to eat so I ended up staying in bed the whole day until I realised that I pity my physical that needs bathing. So I did. Had dinner cause I was starving and logged in Facebook and Twitter hesitantly. No, I didn't reply those asking on my results and yeah, I wasn't bothered to blog. I was still grieving.

Today felt brand new and partially energised. I used the mood and the absence of my parents towards a productive one. The next thing I know, I got a mop in my hands and I've already done the living room,dining room, dry and wet kitchen. I just had to move my bum for a bit. Washed the porch floors and did the laundry. As I'm writing this, I'm soaking wet due to rain-playing 10 minutes ago. I AM NOT JOKING. Post depression can be scary yet rejuvenating. I feel hyped, thanks to those who never let me down with my own thoughts. I love you guys.

By the way, I got caught with Ayah just now. I was laughing and dancing. When he saw me, his jaw dropped and I could only say "O'ohh" and smile. He can't help laughing himself and I saw it in his face that he knows it was kinda fun :D He walked away saying nothing.. *pheww*

Conclusion? I am now a new Mell. And I've improvement and a broken pride to fix. On my way, guys.. On my way :)

xoxo.

Current newsfeed !

whatsonmymind:

• need to get baju kurung for Results' Day
• think of a dish or any item to bring for pot luck
• please be quick, Thursday. Waiting for you is excruciating :(
• the Motherf is constantly contacting me when obviously I was hurt of his doing last time.
• why are you so confusingly complicated, bie? *sigh*

scruffydilemmas:

• Wan wants to get her results with me. I'd love to, but I still have reluctance on the surface.
• so how do I face my mentors,teachers,friends,juniors and most painfully my parents and family, if I disappoints their expectation? ;(
• if everyone claims to prepare for the worst, I just have the feeling that I'd be the odd one worse from the worst :(
• his mother wants me to call, but for sure she would want to talk about Results' Day which I'm ashamed of. on the contrary, if I dont, then she'll think I'm a snob. damn.

kempunanofthese:

• tiba tiba teringat Laksa Teluk Kuchai all the way in Kuala Kedah !
• teringin to try cendol pulut that Mayo had a few days back ;)
• craving for Japanese delights! sushi,California rolls,dim sum..... :P
• McD's vanilla ice cream sundae cone -.-?

**more to come. . to be continued ;P

Alice in Wonderland :)

I had a blast yesterday! The best girls' time ever :)

with Ezmil, little air-suam-drinker :)

Met Ezmil Idreen at KL Central early in the morn. Snapped passport photos. Went to KLCC and had latte at Secret Recipe. Joined Amirah Mohd Nor and Aunty Noni then another drink and scones session at Dome. Sent to Times Square by Mayo's Mummy and meet up with Nadia Idzharuddin, Hanni Nadirah, Nazlia Zainul Abidin and Alia Diyana at Starbucks. Waited for Mahfuza Khalid but ended up going in first.

Amirah Mohd Nor, who wore wedges this time ;D                           Hanni Nadirah, the cleavage princess !

Alia Diyana, the flyer taker :)                                                                     Zohor :)

Watched Alice in wonderland on 3D! It was funny and enchanting! Loved Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum :) Went for Zuhr prayers at the surau and head for late lunch. Great laughs we had at Kenny Roger's Roasters. Nadia, I'd love to see that 'terharu' video again! I've to admit, we were the loudest group in there, but we couldn't have contained our happy gay moods anyway. The funniest and kabut-est part would be time bayar when we asked for separate bills. Kesian akak waitress/abg waiter (unsure of gender BHAHA) tu kena settle our payments. It was great to get together with the girls again :D Had to go back then after taking loads of photos cause Ayah's waiting.

Leila and Naddy, pretty both :D                            Paying Mr. Rogers ;)

Went back with Ezmil and arrived KL Central safe and soundly though exhausted. It was raining sheets. Spooktified that Ayah enrages, I bought Gloria Jean's coffee and Fruit Chillers for myself to soften him up. My plan succeeded :)

 with my honey Nazlia, we're duplicated :)

Back home and went online, upload the recent photos then had my bath. Solat and yaasin then fell asleep. Woke up and tried to call a certain someone zillion of times but didnt pickup. Planned to visit Jane with Nazlia and Arif A but uncertain of permission status. Certain someone texts and we fought over the phone cause he thinks I go out too much and obviously he was fumed when he knows Arif A was in the plan. Now I'm all half-hearted to go :(

Intuition

Now I believe in first impressions or any signs of instincts, the hardcore-almost-sure instincts. So when he called that morning, I knew I was in for a ride. His offer turned into a forcing plead,which made me bluntly to accept. Matter of fact, it's just breakfast...until it struck me that I need a backup plan in case it turns out . . . dangerous . I realized this when he rushes me to come quick, as if we were to catch anything instead I agreed only on breakfast.SHIT.

**********************

Then I was walking to a taxi station 20 minutes after Mummy dropped me off cause I was certain that the a**hole is not going to show up. I had thought of crashing at Mayo's that morning just to have girl time thus I'd go with that plan. Met Mummy at Jusco,which is nearby,had lunch and fetched Lutfil from school. Mummy has this function going on so I had to babysit my baby brother. So yeah, I heret-ed him with me to Kampung Baru :)

Upon arrival we watched The Ugly Truth movie Anwar recommended me on Mayo's lappy while eating doughnuts. Now I know what Anwar meant about the movie. Lutfil played Runescape and got Mayo's bionic play-creature removed from her shelf. Hadui. I did tell him to behave, banyak pulak songeh dia. He had sooo many questions on Ginger too. Sorry Mayo that he made your cushions and pillows fly around. He's also awed that you were once a hockey captain. He has this mutual respect for sports he can't contain :) Am very touched that Aunt Noni still remembers my interest on her beriyani recipe. Wish I'd bring ice cream for them both that day but the journey would melt it unfortunately. So I aborted the intention. Oh big thanks to Mayo for lending me a bagful of books haha. It's been ever since I get to read new books and you know how bad I wanted to read Cecelia Ahern's latest! Thank you :)

HAHAHA Lutfil freaked out when we were late and we walked like freaking laju. We were chased by time and major probability of hujan. So when we took the second turn towards the LRT station from Moy's crib, some orang gila was walking too. When we passed him he said, "Hye". I was like, "SHIT". I held my brother close and strongly and clasped my handbag hard. Tiba tiba out of crap my naive brother pergi cakap, "Hye". LUTFIIIILLL!! Sheesh ada ke tegur strangers, Mummy tak ajar ke? My inoccent brother just cakap, "I'm sorry Kaklong, Lutfil taktau. I'm sorry very very much".. The 'very-very-much' part was adorable so I let him be, he didn't know better and he was only thinking of polite courtesy to rakyat Malaysia. Whatever. This is the real world, brother. We made it to Terminal Putra in time :D

I was eerie if Mummy loses her temper and decides to ground us from going out anymore, well, not us, ME. So before I went to the car, I bought corn in cups for her and my sisters. When I got in, my sisters cheered,"Yeay! Kaklong belanjaaa!" So I was off the hook :)

When I got back home, that petang I lepak lepak with Ayah and Lutfil at the side porch where we enjoy the angin sepoi sepoi bahasa before maghrib. Ayah was testing Lutfil with his Al-Fatihah recital and meaning. The Book of Tomorrow was already in my hands.

And I cried before I sleep as usual. You, my dear, never fail to make me cry every night. However you always manage to woo me before the next morning. Maybe that's your charm :) and my weakness :(

But you know what? I  do LOVE YOU. . In every way. . Regardless of every flaw :)

Here I Go Again

Yeah I'm back in study mode. Involvements? A test called IELTS. My parents. And myself. No scheduled courses or class. Just self-study. If you follow my skema version blog, you'll directly see my progress. And it'll wipe out the "huhh?" look you have on your face when you read 'IELTS'.




ALL OVER AGAIN? DEFINITELY IS!
What is? The sheer mind torture! Or single-wordly, STUDYing! You know the situation when you were in school when you wake up in the morning and sigh, cause it's a schoolday? And in between classes you would just grunt and wish that school would be over soon?? That feeling ended when my last Chemistry paper was collected by the invigilator. As I've said on the header, now it's all over again! Only this time without a teacher or an MPP to wake me up. There's my dad, which is surely worse, cause I can't shout at him like I can to MPPs (no offence) and I depend on worksheets,handouts,websites and the Internet to learn stuff rather than simply listening to lectures or ask anything to a teacher. Nama pun self-study -.-


So I've been training myself by reading pages of books as fast as 5minutes per page whilst understanding them thoroughly in prep of reading test. I'm currently listening to the radio more than mp3 songs to understand the spontanious dialogues in prep of listening test. I'm blogging for the prep of writing test. And the best part, I have a reason to talk more on the phone with any of my English-speaking friends in prep of speaking test! Yeay :D


It's not a test of the width of my knowledge or the height of my wisdom, just the test of the competency of my English Language. My ability to read,listen,write and speak in English. Well, is it competent enough to score a band of 7 and above? I don't know. We'll see.


Thanks for those who wishes me luck. Keep on praying and those who haven't, please do. I need your luck :)

Bilik 225,Wad 2D, Tingkat 2,Hospital Tawakal.

Home >> IMKEDA office >> British Council >> KLCC >> Kg Baru >> KL Central >> Monorail station >> Titiwangsa >> Hospital Tawakal >> Titiwangsa >> Monorail station 

>> KL Central >> Sooka Sentral >> HOME at last :D

From home 9.30 am. Went to IMKEDA office,L license tak siap lagi. Huhh. Got IELTS brochures at British Council. Bought shoes and a cute handbag at KLCC. Met Mayo and Afiq Farhan at Kg Baru station. Waited for Azmatul Amirah and Khairun Adhniza whilst having lunch at Burger King in KL Central. Walked to the Monorail station. Arrived at Titiwangsa and walked all the way to the hospital. Already in Shahir's room by 3pm. I'm pretty sure it was the loudest yet most cheerful room in the whole hospital. Most memorable joke, CINA! Haha ini joke hanya orang yang pergi faham sebab saya taknak explain kat sini, tak baik oh :D The room was full with laughters of Shahrul Nizam,Shahrul Rizwan,Ariff Hazwan,Akmal Izaan,Arif Azharisham,Fariez Iqmal,Faris Zainal,Hanafi Ismail,Hafiz Yazid,Afiq Farhan,Luqman Azzaki,Anas Syahiran,Azam Ariffin and sapetah lagi sorry tak perasan hehe. My AzwAzhr was there too. Betul cakap you, kejap sangat, tak sabar tunggu next date :) By 5.30pm we're out of there and walking back to Titiwangsa station. Separated with Mayo and Adhniza. Went back to KL Central with Azmatul. Walked a bit more towards Sooka Sentral to Ayah's office. Tahu tahu sudah dalam bilik ;p

Here's a few photos of my visit today . Exhausted oh. But I had a great day though and pretty hard laughs and meaningful smiles :)

Damn should've taken the Cina's photo so that you guys understood the joke itself. Those who were there must be smiling just reading this :D

Amirah Mohd Nor .

Adhniza Shahir Azmatul 

The busy roads' view from Shahir's room .

Monn sleeping .

Monn medicated .

Anis Madihah .

The blood pressure machine thingy

and Mayo :)

Arif Eto . Malee Izaan . Ainul Atuk .

Well encouraged Shahir Monn .

to fuck haha

Dear Monn, my chemistry advocate :(

" Ya Allah, Kau selamatkanlah sahabatku Ahmad Shahir bin Mohamad. Kau permudahkanlah urusannya dan ringankanlah bebannya. Amiiin. "

Oh dear. My heartbeat races fast enough, I could cry. I could only istighfar when I first got Shahrul Nizam's text on the sad news. It took me awhile to reply,to digest what he tells me. Ahmad Shahir is admitted to Hospital Tawakal and is undergoing an operation on his right leg and thigh tonight? Cause of injury: motorcycle accident.

Ya Allah, Monn. My strong continuous prayers are with you okay? Hopefully you're okay and you'll be fine in no time. 

I'll be there** visiting you with Amirah Mohd Nor,Raja Azmatul,Khairun Adhniza and Afiq Farhan as well as the whole batch, if you don't mind. Haha. Yeah, we do care. And those who can't are bounded with other obligations but their prayers are with you, you know? May Allah bless you and may this incident bring hikmah and kesedaran to all . 

**This means of my confirmation to go tomorrow is still uncertain cause... well, relatively, my phone bills just arrived this evening,together with a bunch of lectures. Not enough from my dad, then Mummy sambung. Ya Allah. Tahan je laaa. But next time try to control cause malas nak go through lagi. THANK GOD there were no itemised bill enclosed sekali. Kalau tak kantoi lahhh all those late night/all night calls. HAHA. *pheww!*

Tapi yang paling kantoi mengtopupkan orang. Shit. Cover je lah with nama anyone. Nasib baik lepas. About tomorrow, I dah apply permohonan. After explaining with details,compromisation,bargains,buts and ifs,smile smile,complete innocence and cuteness, Ayah says,

"Early in the morning I want you to settle your driving class schedule at the IMKEDA office. Next I want you to decide on IELTS and find out through British Council. This time I'm not offering, I want you to go for it. I'll discuss it with Mummy and I'll think about it. I let you know if you can go tomorrow. Okay? Dah. Tidur. Assalamualaikum."

Yeap. He's stern and skema to be exact. Yet tolerable. Compared to Mummy. Hopefully he doesn't objects tomorrow. I'll wake up early and settle my housechores pronto in full capacity. For sure no reason to say no kan? Fingers crossed :)

Mayo, I know you're reading this dengan khusyuk haha. Now you know and understand about tomorrow kan? Kalau I tak cerita pun u dah paham pun,I'm sure. So pray for me tau and GOOD NIGHT BABE ;)

Cik Mira & Cik CamillaTap.

This one's for you guys. Nak updates kan? So padan muka baca ini....

... "How was My Day Today" :D

So I woke up at 6.42am to be exact as I felt my phone vibrate and don't ask who. Lutfil starts to fuss about his shorts' whereabouts as he excitingly siap siap to go to Titiwangsa for riadah mesra and bola session with Ayah and Nurin while my lovely sisters Salina and Batrisyia gets ready for their extra classes (PMR SPM kan..)
I did a load of laundry and logged in Facebook kejap. Hehe. Perkara wajib seharian aite? Then sidai baju and breakfast as usual. Kemas dapur,sweep the floor,tidy rooms bla bla bla.


Then Mummy gets a phone call. Oh it was Aunty Faridah. The ma'am of our family friend. She invited us for lunch at their place. So we did. Makan steamboat wo. Sedap and yeah, I did tambah :) Ada this amazing choc cheese cake sedap sial. The whole family was there. Uncle Jant,Aunty Faridah,Kak Hannah and her husband Abg Mett,Kak Deehann,Abg Zariel and BN. Family Aunty Siti pun ada. Lutfil was having fun playing with the crowd of boys cause at home he tends to play alone since he has no brothers instead has four very feminine sisters. Nak buat macammana kan? I enjoyed mengusha Baby Myiesha too. Cute sangat. I like her dress. Oh yeah. She's Kak Hannah and Abg Mett's baby princess. Comel gila :)


When we came back home, tengok VCD cerita Pisau Cukur yang baru dibeli. Best jugalah cerita dia. I like Maya Karin,she's pretty. Movie macam ni memang menjadi lah watak Si Fazura tu. Oh my Gucci, Aaron Aziz is divine :D Handsome gila weyh. The whole petang was scorching hot so on aircond and tidur for the rest of the petang :)


Bangun bangun angkat baju and lipat. Yeah. Routine. Suddenly Ayah announces that we're having dinner out.
Secret Recipe Jusco Alpha Angle Wangsa Maju. I had frosty lemon tea and chicken cordon bleu. Jalan jalan in MPH. Spotted a book I'll grab later. Cecila Ahern weyh! Baru kot. "The Book of Tomorrow". Tak sabar to get my hands on 'em. In the car tadi melalak lalak lagu Kris Dayanti dengan Tia hahaha. Best best.


Now I'm safely home and in front of the lappy, still in my jeans and long sleeve shirt, with Facebook logged in. I just checked my notifications. Cik Mira and Cik Tap just penuhkan my Wall dengan borak borak mereka HAHA. Thanks Gemm for updating blog batch as I requested. Haha. Nanti post lagi tau. As for Tap, expert blogger, just keep on doing what you're doing babe :)


*tenenet tenenet*
"New Message Received"
Whoops. I'd better reply this one . Later ;)

Haduiii .

I'm wound up with plannings and outings and routines and friends and boyfriend and parents and their controls. Okay I'm starting to not make any sense. Cakap pun campur campur. Ni semua otak punya pasal. Tangan pun menaip mengikut kata hati dan rentak irama lagu yang bermain di telinga ku. Why am I writing in malay? Oh whatever. I just need to spill whatever I'm thinking right now for the flow of maintained emotions and devotions to an organised life. Organised? Not many of my jobless friends wake up at 6 every morning and mandi before 9am daily. Do they make the laundry, as in basuh sidai and lipat, altogether at least 2 loads each day? Do they sweep floors everyday and make the dishes every each meal? I DON'T FREAKING THINK SO. So life like so considered organised? More like programmised. I know you're going "huhh?"




Being jobless. This isn't whining or complaining. I won't deny that sometimes I enjoy doing these as I won't have to endure boreness all the time. However, I do have to suffer consequences like panic attacks when it rains suddenly, back aches after mopping the floors, rough hands due to constant dishwashing, skin burn after sidai baju, less sleep and lesser hangout time. But at the end of the month, I get to enjoy my unemployment benefits. Hehe. And a bit of simpathy for not hanging out like normal SPM leavers. So I'll get green light when my face has this stay-at-home-flush look. Means, "she needs to go out a bit".




Parental control. You've heard of it. Even my notebook has a time restriction of usage. Oh yeah. My dad has the main user password so he 'restricts' me from logging in after midnight till 9am. What fucking rubbish is that? However I have to contain myself to it cause he thinks being online too much would damage my eyesight,take away my time and has explicit contents that has no filtration. He's forgotten I'm 18. And I already know stuff before I'm  18 and without internet :)




I think I'm done talking. That felt good to be let out. Okay bye :)