Finally :D

Hahaha no more posts on driving lessons okay? Cause I passed my freaking driving test! :D

I FINALLY PASSED, MAAANNN :D

Now the P sticker is mine hehehehehehe :)))))

High School Graduation :)

I. Am. So. Lazy. Busy. To Write. On. Event posts. Too. Many. Delayed.

SO.

I decided to copy paste a post I read and went through, written by my girl Amirah Mohd Nor on her blog.

We were together the whole trip so apparently her journey was just as similar.

I have already asked for her permission to do this.

I'm so freaking busy packing and preparing for college. Yeah, it's a quite a travel okay?

So read this and read well. 'Twas a trip never forgotten, one of the very best :)

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It was the day all the high school students would wanna live. Its the day that you're officially of the hook from the past. Well, to me at least :)

Most schools do theirs like last year but for some obtuse reason my school held it like this year.

So there I was, driving the Passedowntogenerations Hyundai Getz with my girls, Miyk and Mell.

Thank god sampai safe and sound and without a scratch to the car!

So we stayed in this new motel around there. SUN INN hotel I think :p

Its just opposite the school area.

Rehearsals went on that night, so yeah, all the old memories keep flashing back to me you know.

All the late night, all the drama, all the shits, all the sweet things, and all the bitter things too. LOL. It was good for me though :) Rejuvenating I might say.

Sometimes you have to know what you WERE in order to know what you are NOW

So yeah the ceremony was on the next day and TO MY surprise, I was the last to get up :s So we thought we were late so we bought quick breakfasts in 7E.

Arrived just in time and blah blah blah. But it was a damn hot day I tell you! Damn hot. Ketiak pun dah basah even BEFORE the ceremony started. BUT I love it because I could wear the robe. Call me naive but it made me feel so grown up :')

AND GET THIS, I dint trip on the stage! Yeay ME! (because you know every time I was like about to get on stage I'd have this weird dreams that I'd fall or trip over the wires on the stage! So I was terrified when I saw the stage)

So yeah, it was a HOT but an UNforgettable day :) Met old friends, teachers and even juniors :) And it feels good though that I am now out of that prison. :D

So back to the chronograph of the journey, after the ceremony ended, we went back to the hostel and bathe because we were all melekit lekit you know, and it was refreshing :) Plus I have to drive some more kan :p

And after that we went to to buy my mom her ikan bilis lah udang kering lah, and those stuffs. LOL had a very hard time finding the place. But eventually we found it anyway.

We were all hungry so mesti cari makan pronto! But before that had to stop by Wak's House in Ijok because Mell wanted to drop off some things and like say hi. She ended up inviting us into the house. So we were being good, noble, humble teenage girls, kami pun, masuklah and babe, terkejut tau when I see his house was like damn big weyh! Because the way Mell told us about it made me have the impression that the house was surrounded with reban ayam, pokok kelapa, and the works la kan, LOL SORRY MELL! So yeah borak punya borak, suddenly her mum gave us Mee Ijok and KFC to eat! Apa lagy, makan! we cant help it because we were so hungry because the only thing we had for breakfast was bread. But it was damn good i tell you! :D Kudos to your mum, Wak! ♥

So around 5 like that we made our way back, and we were all tired and Serr was already asleep at the back, and I depended on Miyk for directions. Little did I know that Miyk was even as confused as i was. So we ended up in a remote area in Shah Alam, where all the factories are. And mum and dad were like calling me because I was late and sesatla of course.

But they werent mad, just worried. Last last sampai Hulu Kelang, and I decided to just drop Mell off, then it was Serr, and then Miyk at KL Sentral :)

But overall I had fun with the girls. Its like the Britney Spears Roadtrip movie. :D

I miss you girls already tau ;) We should do this again sometime, whenever that is.

I told you it was fun. Reading is believing :D

Thanks Amirah Mohd Nor for telling it right! Photos? Here are some :)

 

 

I LOVE 0509 !

 

My BRATS - teammates that made my school years better than it should!

  

In hotel room - Sunn Inn Hotel, Kuala Selangor .

 

At Ijok. Wak's house. With Aunty Ibu and sisters :)

Here Goes. How we came to be :)

Introducing, this is my newly wed boyfriend, Muhammad Izharuddin Azizol. Known as Izhar Azizol on Facebook. Or as Hard, by Kusessians :)


My Facebook buddies went bizarre when we announced our 'engagement' via status update. He was anxious in knowing of my friends' reactions and I'm eager of witnessing his batchmates' responses. But by far, we got positive ones, Alhamdulillah :) *cehhh :p


So okay. Many asks/reacts our union with ..


"HUHHH?"


"Eh sejak bilaaa?"


"Izhar mana ni? Takkan Hard kot -.-"


"Oh that guy. Tu Hard ke Joe?"


"Errr. You guys serious?"


"Why would HE ever like YOU?? How could you Mell! Traitor >:(" *okay this one's from Hazman Syakir :D


So here goes. I got to know that my primary school teacher, Cikgu Faridah Hanim is Hard and Joe's mak angkat, more or less lah. Apa kaitan? Ada kaitan lah. Read on please.

Amalina,kenal tak a pair of twins a year older than you dekat Kusess nama Izhar and Izuddin?

Err. Twins? A year older. Ada. We call them Hard and Joe. Kenapa cikgu? Kenal diorang?

Oh cikgu dulu jaga diorang masa kecik2. Tapi dah lama sangat tak jumpa diorang! Amalina kirim salam kat both of them for me? :))))

Okay Cikgu. Sure :)

So I met one of them, since by then I couldn't tell whom is whom, dahlah dua2 MPP, so I approached him at Kooperasi *cehh..

Hey jap! Errr you are...?

Oh, Joe. Asal?

Errr *lost of words* kenal Cikgu Faridah Hanim tak?

*made a whatta-you-talking-about face*

She used to babysit you guys when you were kecik2 dulu....

Ohhh! Haah, haah! Mak! God, cane kau kenal dia?

Haha dia kirim salam kat both of you. Dia cikgu sekolah rendah Mell. Tell Hard tau..

Haa yelaa. Oh okay okay. Kirim salam balik okay? Thanks.

Sure.

And this was during 2008. So throughout the year we exchange regards. But somehow I usually just bump into Joe,and not Hard. Until one day at the school canteen...

Hey. You are...?

Hard. Asal? *at last hehe cehh:p

Oh Abang Joe ada gitau tak pasal Cikgu nak datang visit weekend ni?

Oh takde pun. Ye ke?

Yeah, dia dah set ngan your mum dah. Be around DM at lunchtime?

Tapi aku ngan Joe ada training dikir kat Dewan. Kau panggil la eh?

Ahhh banyaklah >:(

Ye, ye. Kitorang datang.

*both walks away*

I admit. I was nervous with him, more than I was with Joe. Not to be cliche, but I'm definitely saying the truth! They look exactly the same, but somehow I was already used to talking to Joe cause I once jadi mailgirl for Kak Fieza and him. That's a whole different story. But anyways, that was the only first chance I get to speak with the person who now I call my boyfriend :)


After a couple of years and a few ex boyfriends *HAHA, we never spoke or contacted each other. And I mean, AT ALL. A few weeks back, I photocopied my certificates to be submitted to MMU and went to SKWJ to get them authorised (you may be wondering what the hell does this have to do with me meeting Izhar). Got them stamped and signed, then had brunch at the canteen with my fellow veteran teachers and mum. Cikgu Faridah Hanim was there :)


She told me updates on them. Time tu I was thinking, asal laaa cikgu is telling me all this. I've got nothing to do with them except that I'm a distant schoolmate. So Joe's in Taylors and Hard's in Kedah. Bla bla bla. Then she asks me if I'd contact them. Well obviously I don't. Then she says, 'if you do kirim salam yea'. Weird enough. Like, how am I supposed to, haven't spoke with them since last 2 years!


So one morning I got up and started Facebooking, as usual, and I saw Izhar Azizol online. Serious shit, I didn't even know I had his Facebook in the first place. Then I remembered my conversation with Cikgu back in the canteen the day before.

Ah, gilaaa. Takkan nak tegur dia dulu kot? Confirm dia reject punya. If I say hi, he'd probably just say 'hey. look, aku baru nak off, ttyl. bye.' OR immediately appear offline instead! Pergh malunya. Ala lantaklah. Nak kirim salam je pun. Then I get off his face lah.

Facebook Chat:
Amalina 
heyy
i mean, assalamualaikum
haha
Izhar
hye
waalaikumussalam


OMG he replied :D


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After 3 hours, we were still chatting :)
Then it was time for both of us to get off the internet then he gave me his number. I thought I had to ask haha! I didn't get to give mine yet then he went offline. I remember telling the first person,Amirah Mohd Nor, about our long talk. She says, that if he texts me by tonight, then it shows he's interested. If he doesnt, then I shouldn't make any moves and the last three-hour-chat was just a mere ... chat. Half an hour after, a notification in my inbox appeared. A message from FacebookMobile. It was Izhar :) He re-stated his number and asked me to misscall him. And I did. Then we texted the whole day..


After two days, we practically talked on everything and never stopped texting. Until one night that we decided to talk. On an actual voice call haha. During that conversation, I told him about Wak. And he told me that his last relationship was with Rinna and it ended in 2007. He was single since. Oh. It was also during that conversation that he came clean. Well, we both confessed actually hehe. And he proposed :) How? Alaa biar saya seorang yang tahu :p The fact that made me comfortable responding to him (to that specific question) was that he proclaimed that he didn't want to rush things cause he knows that I'm still traumatised with Wak and all. He'll give me space and time. He just wanted me to know that he's interested. Hey Izhar, so am I :)


The rest of the week was gardens and butterflies for me. Every meal seem to bring pleasure and content, every shower makes sense,and every vibration of my phone seemed like jackpot haha! But he was all that I think of.. Despite that that week things between Wak and I weren't exactly settled, I had no worries. May 1st was our official date.


He sings to me. And he makes me laugh. He hates to think that if I ever spend for him, unlike my previous *grunts* He's one big sucker for honesty. And we share most common things of opinions and possessions. We MMS a lot too. More important, he likes me for the way I am, not the way he expects me to be.


I can't say how long we'd be together. Or how much I love him. Or how much HE loves ME. Well, we haven't met in person. And as I write this we're only three weeks together. If you're reading this Izhar, please don't be offended. I do like you. I adore you. I want you around so much, I'd not eat for a week if you want me to! But my past proved nothing but failures in hoping for a good,long,happy relationship. They all gave me promises, but promises weren't good enough to guarantee them to stay. I hope you'd understand. In fact, I know you would. Bie, thanks for accepting for who I am and giving me a chance to prove myself to you too. But we both would figure this out okay? I love you. May we go long and good, come what may :)


xoxo.

I Trust Him More Than You Too :D

May 15, 2010

sorry..i trust him more than you!

by alia sharuddin

in a relationship,we must trust our partner...right??? =)
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ermmm xtau r nk cite camne....about a gurl yg penah suke abis kt azwan..


she said,die penah couple ngn azwan...azwan said,NO


she said,ibu azwan always text her...azwan said,NO..pmpuan tu yg bajet..OVER!


she said,ibu azwan invite her to lunch at azwan's house...azwan,said yela 2 my mom suroh..ntah2 dye yg semak2 je..da la bdn gempal..


she said,she want to meet me in person...azwan said,xyah jmpe pumpuan x gune 2..huh..syg nk ke jumpe bdk gemok gempal 2 klau dye nk jmpe syg?


i said,im worried about this..tkt syg suke die...azwan said,ya Allah.tlg la syg.x ingin la ay nk kt tong dram.hahaha..ktorng xpena ad pape..i only love alia..love you alia..only you..




love you too azwan..
azwan,i trust you..




Yeah right Azwan Azhari. Kau ni memang babi tahu tak. Saje je cari pasal. Somehow, I don't blame Alia Sharuddin for writing this. If I were her,I'd be confused myself. But being me and knowing Wak's charm in tricking girls into falling for him, makes me sick. I have no issues on sweet-talkers who intend to win the hearts of their chosen ones, but DON'T EVER step over someone else's dignity or trust,especially your ex, cause they supposedly should have nothing to do with you after a breakup. Unless he still thinks of me as a failure of his and she thinks of me as a threat :) Tengok ar, eventually the truth would blurt itself out. Don't let your words succumb to you later on,Wak. Deep down, I hope it does >:(

JPJ Test. The First One haha.

Yeah nervous anxious excited and giddy. Cliche enough but the truest explaination of how I feel on that very morning to test for a P license :)


Woke up damn early and went to Ali Maju Mamak Centre (I just made that up) accompanied by Mummy and ordered 2 sets of thosai and teh ais. After 15 minutes got neither. Since we had to pick up Nysa Rafik before leaving Ukay Perdana for Imkeda Keramat, we left without breakfast but instead made a stop at 7Eleven to grab bread and a can of Nescafe :)


Got on a van who was driven madly by a pakcik. Mak aih he drove like wild I tell ya. If I were to die in his hands, I swore I wished I had done more deeds the day before! But alhamdulillah, we arrived safely and in one piece :) Upon registeration,bumped into Syahira Najwa. Since we both are in the first session and Nysa was in the second, Syiro and I chatted away. Haha the funniest part being in the hall during registeration is when the officer called out everyone's name then I get to see who's face matches with which names. Until a name of 'Faizul bin Bujang' was called out and instead a DRAG came out! She/He was wearing a pink top and jeans,shoulder-lengthed karat hair,maximum make-up,a sling handbag and has a bajet soft voice calling out 'Ya saya!'. Hilarious much, but no one had the guts to laugh out loud. You know how drags can be o.0




While waiting at the pondok menunggu,we saw an Indian woman who doesn't look sober in the first place cause she had ponytails and was wearing bright coloured sari eventhough she looked at her 40s. And I swear she has a beard! Scary sial haha :D Anyways, she was one the retestees *haha so as it was her turn for bukit, she drove up just nice and stopped in the yellow box. When she restarted her car to go downhill,the car slided backwards in full speed and in high noise,crashing the car waiting behind the line! Everyone screamed and exclaimed aloud. Gila doh makcik India tuu. Poor that Chinese girl who was in the car that was crashed into. She must be traumatised. Dahlah belum test. Kesiannnn.


So as I stepped in the Kancil, I recited prayers and tested the clutch,gears,pedals,mirrors,dashboard and stuff. Yeah, very much different from Viva of course. When I drove uphill, the car did fantastic. Driving downhill wasn't a problem too. I exhaled and thanked God a lot on this one. Until it came to parking session. God, I know I was in big trouble in this part cause I had no idea what to freaking do but to just rely on my own fucked up instincts. Yeah, by far you'd know I failed to park the car just by my tone whilst telling you this part. The darn tiang just goyang-ed okay, I swear! Maybe the bumpers pushed the tiang abit or my tyres when up the base. I'm not quite sure, but I do remember having my name called in sarcastic tone by the JPJ guy. Then we chatted a bit at his pondok. He asked me where do I live,tips on parking a car,regards to my instructor and parents, lastly he asked for my phone number. WHATEVER.


Oh before I left he said, see ya next time :) For sure lah weyyyyy -.-


Next! *deep sigh* Road driving. I was pretty scared with this one but I do want to ace it cause I wouldn't want to disappoint Pakcik. I discovered friends too. Kak Dalima and Fairuz. We shared the same thread of turns so we sat on the same bench and chatted to ease our nerves. Kak Dalima is 33 years old,married,has two kids,lives in Ukay Perdana and failed bukit. So we're on the same record so far. Fairuz is my age,lives in Taman Permata and passed the first session. Dang. Hebat lah wey :) A number after mine was a guy my age. I don't know his name but he was helpful throughout the test. He keeps me noted whenever I needed to pass up my forms or something. Yeah, he's cute, if not why would I write on him here,would I? HAHAHA!


Guess what, I almost forgot my seatbelts when I almost start hitting the accelerators! Bangang betul :P The JPJ guy said, "err awak tak nak pakai tali pinggang keselamatan ke?" And I was like,"What's a tali pingg... OH DAMN IT! Thanks sir!" Bhahaha lawak gila doh. Then I did well, FYI :) Cuma I was a bit amissed with the bumpers on the way back to Imkeda. I also hit Gear 3 while going around a roundabout when it should've been on Gear 1. That guy made a face, but I passed anyway :D


At our waiting-for-road-test area, there's this noisy kepoh Mak Cik Jah, everyone calls her. She directed everyone sitting at exactly where and when. When she calls out a name, a late response would be offensive to her. Then curses and naggings would be followed by, having the whole crowd included. To me, malu lah orang tu. Maybe that person was on the phone with his mum, or had hearing deficiency, or just had to pick up a pace to get to her. Tak payahlah revolve the whole community in your frustration of your crappy job kan. Chii seng ar -.-*


As it was lunchtime, got to know that Fairuz got her P and Kak Dalima passed road driving as well. So it was a good lunch. Darn tiang -.- Fairuz's brother came to pick Kak Dalima,Sabrina and Huda to Imkeda for next process. Kak Dalima agreed to book a retest date for both of us as companions and she managed to get me a date before college entrance, which is May 26th. Hurrah -.-


So as I was done with my test of both parts,I had to wait for Nysa who was in second session. Everyone from my session left so I was alone. The warung was filled with guys and smoke and hotness thus I decided to wait for her at the hall bawah tu. Syaz called suddenly so I spoke to her on the phone outside the hall before going in. When I got off the phone, Cik Jah approached me and asked for my result slip,which was folded and stuffed in my bag obviously haha. Time tu lah she went off shouting at me, " tengok dah jadi belacan, inilah dia budak2 zaman sekarang bla bla bla". When she turn her back on me I made a face then my friends in the crowd laughed hard! Then kantoilah dengan dia. She had that bizarre look and sent me off. When I went in the hall,she asked where am I going so I said in the hall to wait. Then she says,"Awak naiklah atas, awak kan dah selesai". "Eh takpelah saya nak duduk kat dalam. Malaslah nak duk sana". And I walk off. Best tak? :) As I got a seat and settled in, I felt a sudden presence behind me hahaha. Apparently Cik Jah followed me in! I turned around to face her and smiled sweetly, which did not work -.- So she spoke,"Awak nak tunggu siapa?" "Tunggu kawan." "Kenapa nak sangat duduk sini?" "Cik Jah, kat atas panas. Apa salahnya saya duduk sini. Tak kacau sape sape kan? :)" "Awak ni, attitude betul lah. Cik Jah tanya je. Jangan nak kurang ajar eh." And she walks off. HAHAHAHA whatafak?!




I also met a couple of twins. Huda and Syikin. They're both pretty! And fascinating,characteristically. Their mother is an Arabian origin and their father is from Kedah. And they both speak pure hardcore Kedah slang, serious shit! I would know cause my parents my grandparents uncles and aunties are! Gila babi lah best dengar diorang sisters berborak :D Best conversation I heard;

"Mak,che' kandaih (kandas/gagal). Huda pahh (pass), mak. Syikin punya JPJ hampeh. Celaka. Taktau pasepa (pasal apa) depa ngenyah (renyah/susah) nak bagi luluih (lulus) kat che'. Huda meghayu (merayu) takpo (takpe) lah. Hishhh fuck gila JPJ tu, mak."

Nysa and I were laughing our asses off! Lawak doh. To think that she got away with saying things like that in front of her mum. On her defense, Syikin says, she said it was the JPJ guy she was cursing to, not her mum. Haha lawak gilaaa :D 

Later that evening Nysa and I had super late lunch at Jusco AU2 Setiawangsa with nasi ayam and cold drinks. I'm sure we're both flat-off tired as we got back home. Cause then I remember it was already the next morning :)

Driving Pretest in Cheras.

After for about a month not touching a car nor a steering wheel, I am now back to Imkeda for a trip to Cheras with two other ladies and of course with my Pakcik Radzi. I'm as nervous as if I'mma take the test today.


So we took off early and Pakcik showed us the actual route. We chatted on random stuff. He always tell stories of his past and how lessons of life can be derived from simple incidents. I paid attention.


I don't know why, but I always get to be the first in turns. Maybe I have that enthusiasted look *no I don't but anyways I didn't mind cause I need the practice and Pakcik's mood would be the best on the first student haha! Yeah, the first round was quirky and effortful as I struggle to remind myself of the basics whilst memorising the route. With all the signals, gear-changing, speed controlling, maintaining clutch possession, etc. Second round was beautiful. Pakcik was glad I got hold of myself quick and steady. But my system failed me during the third. I screwed up big time! From the very first turn to the last junction. He yelled, cursed and fret. He was a bit disappointed and I was sorry for myself. As it was Kak Nad's turn to drive, I sat on those long waiting benches behind the other girl who came with us. She turned around and we chatted.


We talked on stuff in school, driving stuff and futuristic ideals. She wanted to take up children education and be a kindergarten teacher or something like so. Along the conversation I do realise she has an extraordinary fond towards kids,which makes sense from what she'd told me. And I told her mine. Then it was her turn to tale over the wheels. Only then I realise I didn't get her name haha! But she had good command of English,which I'm comfortable with and she stays in Ukay Perdana too. Jalan UP 3/5 lagi. Sangat dekat. Then Kak Nad came out muka tension then invites me for a drink at the nearby and only stall. She had the same case as mine. Perfect first and second round,craps the third.


After a surprisingly short wait, maybe because of the drinks we had, it's track training time. Then it was my turn lagi. I did bukit well, my car-mates were proud of me. The girl earlier happen to be a Sabrina. So she helped me with parking formula and Kak Nad helped me with navigations. We took our turns until Pakcik was satisfied. Till then, he announced that he wanted to take Kak Nad and I for another round of road driving each. One last time. So I came up first of course, then I did it. Flawlessly. No kidding :D


Had another 15 minutes chat with Sabrina Ariss while we waited for Kak Nad to be done with. Then she said hers went swell too :) Upon arriving Imkeda, called Mummy and she was already on her way. So went back home safe and sound. I was pretty much satisfied and anxious to take the test :)

Oh. Why Mell?

"Hye,nice to meet you." "Oh hye, Amalina." "Haha you can just call me Mell." "Oh Mell. Why Mell?"


I've been frequently asked upon the being of my nickname, which is Mell by the way, instead of using my birth name, Nur Amalina.


During the primary days, everyone calls me Amalina, except for my parents and family. They call me Kak Long :) I realised that this name is quite long to call out. Try mouthing 'Amalina' and you'll know what I mean. Now try mouthing 'Mell'. Simpler, huh? Thought so. So during Standard Four,when I was still wearing dark blue pinafores and tie up ponytails, I had also a bunch of great close friends. They were Shazmine, Ju Yi, Aiman Syamim, Danial Farhan and Adib Azli. So this is what happened, on the account of my name appointing..

Adib : Tengok tak Spanar Jaya semalam?

Shazmine : Eeeii apa tiba tiba niii??

Aiman : Eh tengok tengok!

Adib : Ada Nasha Aziz masuk kan? Makwe baru Idham?

Aiman : Haah, haah. Cun weyh.

Adib : Perasan tak nama dia apa dalam cite tu?

Aiman,Shazmine,me : Apa??

Adib : Melina. Aku teringat Amalina.

Aiman,Shazmine,me : Heklehhhhhhh

Adib : Pastu dia panggil Mel je. Aku nak panggil Amalina Mel lah :D

Me : Eh suka hati kau je. Tak payah nak memandai -.-

Adib : Mel mel mel mel mel mel mel mel . . . . . . 

In high school, no one calls me Amalina except the teachers. Everyone knows me by the name Mell. It was because I let them to. On my first year, during orientation, I was supposed to have a nickname cause Amalina was too long, said Kak Fit. So I said, panggil je lah Mell. During the first few weeks, when people call out my new name, I always turn around reluctantly or answer after a few times I realise that was me being called haha. After the years go on, anyone that calls me Amalina, I'd respond with a grunt or a wide-eyed look, since it has been ages since anyone calls me that.


Nur Amalina - Cahaya harapan Kami.
It's beautiful, I know. Meaningful, in fact. But yeah, simple reasons of it being too long or too common perhaps. Mell is simpler and shorter and by far has no negative meanings I hope.


Sometimes malas sangat - Mell is short for comel sebab I'm comel lah, obviously -.-


Finishing high school and remeeting childhood friends on Facebook reminded me how they remembered me as a Amalina Rusli, not Mell Satria. And it's cute how they exclaim, "Amalina! Lamanya tak jumpaaaaa..." rather than "Hey Mell, hutang nasi lemak hari tu halal eh?" Haha kidding kidding .


So here's why and how I really got my nickname. But during college, I might tell everyone to call me Amalina again. For the fun of it. Then in the future, when someone calls me Amalina then I'd know if that person's a friend from primary or college. Those who calls me Mell must be from high school. And the high school community are always the best in my life :)

IPTA,Matrix,College,Scholarship bla bla bla .

So everyone's fussing around about afterschool. Who's going where, doing what, going when. I've been repeating the same old damn line . . .

" MMU Melaka in Ayer Keroh. Foundation in Law. Oh, registering May 30th. No, unfortunately tak dapat UPU, takde rezeki. No, tak buat rayuan. Matrix? Nahh. :)"

Pancit oh ulang ulang and being asked the same thing. The defeating part, I myself tend to ask my peers of the same question cause I needed to know, until I felt the exhaustion of answering. So I opt for statuses or tweets to get answers. Penatlah mereka hendak menjawab pertanyaan saya :)

Yeah I know, what's with the baku-ness -.-?

Anyways, friends who chose Matrix as their next path at this very junction of our lives are mostly registering on May 10th. So farewell sweethearts :)

Peeps who got offers from various universities, alhamdulillah, are registering on respective dates set by their particular colleges lah. Fare thee well to you guys too :')

And those on the same boat as mine, applied for private colleges and paying a bit more gets our respective dates of registration too. So yeah, mine's May 30th. And again successfully repeating myself :D

So . . . I did my meds check up, authorised my photocopied certs. Got recent passport-sized photos and filled in the gila-banyak-punya borang with tak-boleh-blah questions. *like Apakah harapan anda terhadap MMU? And like Kemukakan jaminan kewangan tetap anda (for my dad) as if I won't/can't pay the fees -.-

One of last weekends we made a short day trip to Malacca to drop the submission forms by hand and check out the area. The apartments are literally nearby the campus, walking distance je! Coolio :)

So I have spotted a few places of the best, like the best asam pedas around, roti canai,murtabak and so and so. Located Mydin Tesco and Giant. Ohhhh and I saw a big nearby McDonald's. By then I just know that I'd survive!


So everyone who reads this, I'm flashing my best smile and bashing the most flirtatious eye-lashing to plead for best wishes,good luck and continuous prayers as I pursue the next level of life. Thanks, and God bless us all insya Allah :)

Playlist :)

My current playlist nowadays.


You know, one of the essentials in swinging moods and getting my mind off stuff or literally expressing myself are through songs. And I know many agree and practise the same thing. Here's two lists from the first week after my breakup and the week after I met someone. You and I can see the vast distinction in pattern-wise of song mood haha! But hey, it's really true and you should try listing your playlist this week and check your mood :)

First week after nasty breakup -,-

From the Bottom of My Broken Heart - Britney Spears

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Gone - N'Sync

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu - Kerispatih

Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

Tercipta Untukku - Ungu feat. Rossa

Against All Odds - Westlife feat. Mariah Carey
Cry Me A River - Justin Timberlake

Purest of Pain - Son by Four

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

How Do You Sleep? - Jesse McCartney

Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Say It Isn't So - Gareth Gates

Don't Speak - No Doubt

Menerima Kau Pergi - Acha and Irwansyah

Watcha Say - Jason Derulo

That's Why (You Go Away) - Micheal Learns To Rock
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

Second week. This week (:

Littlest Things - Lily Allen

I Don't Give (A Damn) - Avril Lavigne

Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5

My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne

It's Alright,It's Okay - Ashley Tisdale

Takin Back My love - Enrique Iglesias

Take A Bow - Rihanna

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

Wake Up Call - Maroon 5

So Yesterday - Hilary Duff

Airplanes - BoB feat Hayley

If We Ever Meet Again - Timbaland, Katy Perry
Fighter - Christina Aguilera

Obsessed - Mariah Carey
Irreplaceable - Beyonce
Like A Boy - Ciara

So whatever it is, thanks for never ending supportive friends and fans haha :D

To you-know-who-you-are, thanks for coming at the right time, yeah when I'm single! Kidding,kidding :P

To you're-a-stupid-asshole-ex, thanks for giving me this lesson in life. You've made me a fighter :)

To the-other-whore-who-thinks-she's-smart, if I still loved him, I'd have killed you. But I don't, okay? And yeah you win. Enjoy your prize :D He's gonna give you a fiiiine ride :) *if ever I hear this bitch turns to be a lesbian in the future,I wouldn't be surprised LMAO*

Pray for me ♥