Shoutouts :)

Okay. This is how it works. Here's a few messages that I'd like to convey to a few of my loved ones,regardless they read 'em or not. But most of them would, I can tell. Because they just would. At the end of the message is a song dedication to the subject at the moment. For those who are from the third perspective,don't expect to understand what I'm trying to deliver. It's meant for them. By all means, this is how I tell them without telling them. Isn't that why everyone blogs publicly yet writes about anonymous personas? 

Of course you're first. You're on my mind all week. I want you back. The old you. No, I want us back. Do I want to kick your bf's sorry ass? Hell yeah I do. Nothing cant change what happened and so could the old times. But I hope things would brighten up and be as they were again. I just miss you, okay? :(


Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

No,doesnt mean you're any less important eventhough you come second. I just need to write about her first. Anyways, I love our discussion today. It was mature,agreeable and definitely assuring. Now I know.. 

Oh okay nanti I belajar masak sedap sedap for you, you tak sabar kan? HAHA.

Thank you and I love you too :)

Back At One - Shayne Ward

Can I ask for a greater friend than you? I never had anyone that I can talk with on anything and everything before I met you. I'm glad we crossed our paths and be close ever since. Don't go anywhere okay? I can't afford to lose a friend like you. Org atas ni baca neh mampus I haha. But you know what's going on and we both agree to let time decide kan? :)


If I Let You Go - Westlife

As for you, missy. Do take care of yourself. I'm not worried bout you,I'm worried what others would do to you. I'm not advising,I'm asking you to pretty please look after yourself. Cheer up and keep your chin up,babe. Life is a rollercoaster,remember? My shoulder is well reserved for you kalau you nak. Yeah,I'm strong and you ain't heavy :)

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

Dear long lost friend who I've found again,
I'm confused and dumbfounded to be left with your puzzling remarks and no reply for explaination. Yes,I am different. I'm all gronw-up, you see. I'm not the 15 year-old girl you once met. I'm eighteen now, dear. Time has passed and changes could be major so deal with it. How come you would distant yourslef when I only just got you back? What happen to "never lose touch ever again"? I guess I'm not the only one who changes after all.


What Do You Want From Me - Adam Lambert

My good friend who's always been there and comforting to me. I still feel guilty about bailing you hari tu. I'm terribly sorry and I'll make it up to you. I'm trying to find a date for us to hang out and still looking. Hm. I owe you a day and if I lose track, remind me tau sayang. I miss spending time with ya!

Hotel Room Service  No Sleep Tonight - The Faders (taktau apa connection dia,biarlah HAHA)








I don't know how to start. We never spoke since then. We texted right after school ends. When I came back from Jeddah you're going back to your hometown. All I manage to convey are my regards. I just hope you know how sorry I am. Tried chatting at Facebook pun you refused,nampak sangat you aren't ready to forgive. Then fine. I'm done apologising :(


Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Blue ft. Elton John

I'm not sure if I still have any left to say to you. You're a heartbreaker like no other. And yeah, I'm fucking glad I gave you a damned reason to leave me. If not, I wouldn't know what a jerk you actually are.

"I'm afraid I have to break those promises..."

Those were your words,dammit. It hurts and haunts me that it still lingers in my head now. So this is why now I hate promises and can't believe in them from anyone. Not even from myself. Oh yeah, a dike like you can make an impact on someone's life. Which will soon come back to yours. Good luck & bon voyage,brother.

          All-American Rejects - Gives You Hell